Shy | k.y.g

Actions speak louder than words

"Say it like you mean it
In the end,
we can't make it
Even so I keep hoping
Even at the end,
if you're with me,
I'm okay."
-house of cards, BTS.
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"I LOVE YOU!"

I screamed at my phone!
"Why don't you acknowledge my feeling?! Huh? Waeeee?!!"
"Jackson, she's getting out of hand. You should take her home now", Jackson nodded at a worried BamBam.
"C'mon lily, lets get you going", he said interrupting my nonsense screaming.
"Yah! Can't you see Yugyeom and I are having a conversation?" I slurred and shoved my phone in his face. The wallpaper was of Yugyeom. You see, I was currently pissed drunk and was talking to my phone wallpaper, Yugyeom.
"I'll call him as soon as we reach home okay?"
"Promise?"
"Ne."
I hopped on his back and he led us out of the bar and to his car, waving BamBamie a quick goodbye.
Yes, we were at a bar, drinking our feelings away. Well, the feelings part only applies to me, BamBam and Jackson just accompanied me to make sure I wouldn't do shit. I'm a crazy drunk. One time, back in HongKong, I was almost about to egg my own house with a few strangers. Luckily, Jackson found me, and shooed the strangers away. Those were the days, man!

He opened the door to my house with his spare keys. And we went up the stairs to my room and he practically dumped me on my bed.
"Ow!"
He just shrugged. What a dickwad!
"Sleep!" He commanded, then turned off the lights and went out of the room, closing the door on his way out.
Awesome!
I picked up my phone and dialled my favourite number, Yugyeom, of course. He picked up at the fifth ring.
(A/n: underlined words will be Yugyeom and normal words will be lily. Don't get confused fam.)
"Hello?", he spoke in a voice that was dripping of sexiness.
"Yugyeom! My Yugyeomieee!"
"Lily? What happened? Are you okay?"
"Your voice is soooo hawtttt!"
"..... Thanks?"
"I love you Yugy! Why don't you know?"
"... Are you drunk, Lily?"
"Drunk in looooveee", I proceed to sing totally out of tune.
I heard him huff.
"Where are you? Do you want me to pick you up?"
"Aniya, I'm at home. Just tell me. Why don't you know?!"
"Know what?"
"That I love you!"
"You're drunk, lily", he sounded like he was convincing himself, not me.
"I truly love you, Yugy. Why don't you believe me?" I said sleep over taking my senses. I drifted off into la-la-land without hearing his reply.
(A/n: their conversation is over and now normal font will be used throughout)

I grimaced while looking at my face in the mirror. There was dried up drool stuck on the side of my mouth. My hair was a mixture of black and green mess (Don't worry, that's just my hair colour right now and not some monster goop).
Not being able to bare my reflection any longer, I hurried up with my bathroom routine and got out and decided to put on something cute for once.
Ah! Yugyeom will surely notice me today if I wear that outfit. It was a plain black sweater and a very light pink skirt. Keyopta!
Today I'm planning on coming clean to Yugyeom about my feelings. Well, it's not like I had a choice. After yesterday's incident, I'm sure he has questions.
I put on my clothes and light makeup and then head out.

I ring the doorbell and wait. In about 30 seconds the door is opened by a very  beautiful Yugyeom.
"Oh! Hey Lily. C'mon in", he invited.
I went in and to kept the bags I was holding on the kitchen counter. I got food and a few movies just so I could make him comfortable first and then speak about my feelings.
"I got fooood!" I yelled.
"Yipeeee! Let's watch movies too!" He said, excited. Boy, food sure makes him happy.
I made some popcorn while Yugyeom got blankets and pillows from his room. Woohoo! Comfy!
I took the popcorn and headed out. I handed it to Yugyeom and he told me to choose a movie. I obviously picked a scary movie and pressed play.
Well, you see, I'm not scared of ghosts movies, I just pretend so that I get to cuddle Yugyeom. XD

The scary part was coming right now and I grabbed Yugyeom's arm and held it tightly. He chuckled lightly before putting his arm around me and made me rest my head on his chest.
Agioo! So cute! He's trying to protect me. I blushed at the thought.
I looked up at him and saw that he was already looking at me. Our faces was so close. And all I wanted was to kiss the shiz out of him. I didn't realise I was leaning in (or up, in my case) until his minty breath hit me. I looked at his eyes, and saw that he was already staring at my lips. I closed my eyes and waited for him to mesh our lips. But our moment was interrupted by a loud shrill scream coming from the tv. In the moment of panic, we both fell down the couch, Yugyeom on top of me.
A few seconds passed, and the only thing that could be heard was our breaths. And then slowly, I started laughing. He did too.  And soon we were a laughing mess on the floor.

We're currently sitting and eating ramen together. We were feeding each other and messing around with the food. I fed him some ramen from my chopsticks. I was staring at his lips and I remembered what happened that afternoon while watching the movie. I felt myself blush.

After eating we sat down on the couch and that's when I decided to bring up my drunk-dialling incident.
"Umm.. Yugy?" I asked sceptically.
"Yep?"
"About yesterday....", i trailed off, thinking about how I should say it.
"It's okay. I understand. You were drunk and you didn't know what you were saying."
"Ani, the stuff I said... I mean it."
He looked at me for a few seconds as if deciding whether or not I was lying. The frown on his face later told me that he thought that I was lying.
"You know what?" He suddenly looked pained, he ran his fingers through his red hair in frustration, "I think you should go home now, Lily."
"Bu-",He cut me off.
He went to his front door, opened it and waited. I sighed.
If he wasn't gonna listen, then I'd have to show it to him.
Haven't you heard?

Actions speak louder than words.

In a flash, I shut the door and pinned him against it, my hand beside his head. He towered over me and looked down, a little confused but a cute smirk adorning his face. This position was not intimidating him in the least.
Man! Clearly didn't think this through.
With my cheeks flaming red, I grabbed his collar with one hand and the back of his neck with the other hand, and brought his face closer to me and meshed our lips together.
As I was kissing him, he stood there like a statue not moving his lips. I was just about to let him go and apologie when I felt his lips move against mine. Softly at first, and then rough with passion. His lips felt like the softest thing known to mankind. I parted my lips and let his tongue in.
We kissed for a bit longer and then broke apart to breathe. Heads touching each other, and both of us panting deeply.
I'll remember this till the day I die.
"Do you think I would do this if I didn't have feelings for you?" I asked him, "I'm in love you, alright! Have been since forever but you were always so... Oblivious." He smiled.
"So, does this mean you feel the same way?" I asked.
He then quickly turned us around so that, now it was me, whose back was pressed against the wall and him towering over me.
Mm.. I like this position.
Then our lips met for the second time that day, and I loved every second of it.
"Does that answer your question?" He asked, slyly.
I chuckled and nodded. The pulled his for yet another kiss. I guess, we'll be doing a lot of kissing now.
Not that I mind. *smiles creepily*