Perfectly Abused

Leaving |5|

I awoke to arms wrapped heavily around my small, fragile body. It hurt but yet it also felt safe. I tried to remember why I was in this bed with this stranger. 

Running away. Being found as a rogue. Meeting the Alpha...also known as my mate. Not getting rejected. Plans for today. I can't meet his pack. If they don't like me then he will surely reject me then. If he rejects me I will die. I have to get out of this place! I begin to sneak out of his arms, when they suddenly tightened around me. Oh shoot!

"Scar, baby. Where do you think your going?" David asked me in a husky voice. "Um, y-you k-know I was uhh. I was uhh. Going to the bathroom. Yup, I was heading to the toilet, the loo, the potty!" I stuttered out as I struggled in his arms.

"Sure...You know being an Alpha I don't like to be lied to so I suggest you tell me now. Where we're you going?" David said sternly looking down at where I was a prisoner in his arm's. I am not going to lie though, this prison is more of a reward. I slowly moved my lip into my mouth. My teeth begin to nibble on my slightly dry lips. After a while licked them slowly and opened my mouth to speak.

"I was going to leave..." I said softly looking down at the bed sheets. I was ashamed to say this. He's my mate, I should never want to leave his side. But yet and still, I wanted to. I couldn't help it though, I was afraid. Commitment scares. To be honest, life even scares me.

"Why do you want to leave so bad?! I promised I would be good to you! Was my promise not good enough for you? What do I need to do to keep you by my side?! What did I do that made you decide to leave today? Is it because I slept in the same bed as you? You can have the bed. I can sleep on the floor! What did I do?! Answer me dammit!" David yelled at mw as he stalked around the room yanking his hair.

He is going to hit me. He is going to hit me then rape me. He hates me. I looked down at my lap in submission and fear. I  closed my eyes as tears ran down my cheeks. "I'm sorry! I am so sorry! Please don't hurt me! I'm sorry!" I screamed to David  I brought my arms in a lame attempt to protect my fragile body.

Momentarily I felt warm, strong arms circle around my body making me sob harder. "Shush, baby don't cry. I'm sorry I screamed at you. Its okay I won't ever hurt you. It's okay." David said comfortingly In my ear as he rocked me back and forth. After a while I calmed down and he stopped rocking us,

"Why did you want to leave? Please tell me the truth." David asked softly, his chocolate brown eyes looking deep into my dull ones. Something in them made me want to tell the truth. All of it. So I did.

I looked down as I began to speak in scratchy voice that didn't sound like mine. "My old pack wasn't the nicest pack. Well at least not to me. I was considered an Omega even though I didn't start that way. You get weak when you're starved

and beat on the daily. I was a puppet and my pack held the strings. I cleaned, I cooked, and I even nursed. But at least I got a reward, even if it wasn't one I liked at all. Every night I got a beating and if I was lucky the beta got to satisfy his needs with my body. In the place I was suppose to feel most safest in I was raped, abused, and beat by the people I was suppose to feel safest with. How ironic and fucked up for me, right?" I said grinning cruelly at my mate. I cover my lips as I giggle hysterically. 

David growled angrily and wrapped his arms around me. "Don't be afraid of me and my pack . We wouldn't harm. You're our Luna and we will love you forever. Now go put on that yellow dress in the closet so we can go." David said sternly. I nodded and quickly got off his lap. I turned and gave him a quick hug.

"Thank you for accepting me. Um can I use a towel so I can take a shower, maybe" I said quietly biting my nail. David nodded as he walked into the bathroom. He opened the closet in there and took out a wash towel and a drying off towel. David handed me the towel as he kissed my forehead and walked out the room.

I got in the shower and turned the water on hot. It has been a while since I had a warm shower. Actually its been a while since I had a shower, period. My pack said I wasn't good enough for pleasure or relaxation  so I could only take cold showers. I shook my head to clear it from all thoughts about my old pack.

When I was done washing I turned off the water and wrapped myself in my drying off towel, "Shit!" I mumbled under my breath. I had forgotten to bring the dress in her. I guess I just have to go out and get it. "Well this is going to be awkward." I grumbled to myself.

I turned the door knob and pushed open the bathroom door. I held my towel tightly and shuffled into the bedroom. David looked at me and his eyes widened. 'Um, I just came to get the uh... Dress!" I stuttered out as quick as I could, I rushed towards the closet door and yanked it open. Before I could walk in arms encircled around me and held me captive to a warm, muscular body that gave me tingles.

"Why are you tempting me so much? Walking around with a tiny little towel and water droplets rolling down you're long, luscious legs." David whispered in my ear. Before I could say anything his lips captured mine and everything went blank. Our lips moving in sync as his hands ran along my sides covered by the towel. David pulled away and brushed my hair back into its messy ponytail with his fingers. "I'm going to take a shower and you get dress so we can begin our day." David kissed my lips softly and walked to the bathroom.

I leaned back on the wall and touched my tingling lips. "Well, damn..." I mumbled.