Love Triangle~ {COMPLETED}

Another One

*LAKYNS POV*
I woke up and went to my bathroom. And then I looked and Tay was in there and he was holding.......no. No. No. No. He was holding a razor.

"Tay what are you doing!" I said

"Nothing. Just if we can't be together. Then I shouldn't be here!"

"No Tay!" I took the razor.

"What are you doing!" He asked

"I am the reason you guys are doing this so then I shouldn't be here!" I looked down and saw blood on Tays wrists.

"No Lakyn! Please don't!" He asked

I started crying and cut twice....

*SHAWNS POV*
I woke up and Lakyn was crying, screaming, and shaking. I didn't know what to do. I screamed

"MATT! TAYLOR! CAMERON!" Then Matt and Tay burst through the shared door.
I started shaking she was still screaming  and crying. Matt said

"What is happening! Is she having another nightmare?"

"Yes but it is worse!" I picked her up and ran to the door. I busted into Cameron's room. Matt and Tay were just behind me. But we were all out of breathe because his room was one floor down and we took the stairs. Tay shook Cam awake and he pointed to Lakyn. Cam immediately shot up and said

"What's going on she is scared half to death!"

"We don't know she isn't waking up and she is shaking,crying,and screaming!" I said.

*LAKYNS POV*
I kept cutting and then Taylor took the razor from me and I was still crying and so was he. Then everything blurred. And then I fell. Next thing I knew I was in a hospital. Taylor was there. Holding my hand.He said

"Hey there! You guys she is awake!" Everyone gathered.

"Why am I at a hospital?"

"Let's just say  you were in a coma." He said rubbing my hand with his thumb.

"How?"

He took a deep breath and sighed. He grabbed my hand and I looked down. I had bandages on my wrists. I unwrapped them and I saw them. I started crying. He showed me his wrists too he had them too but not as many. But then everything went dark again. And then I woke up out of breathe and I had tears running down my face and I was in Cameron's bed. All of the boys were gathered around. All of the boys were so scared. But Cam,Shawn,Tay,Matt, and Jack J were in tears. I was still out of breathe and I asked

"What happened?" I was still crying. I looked at my wrists they were clean. Then I said

"Taylor! Come here!" He walked by the bed and I said "give me your hands!" He put his hands in front of me and I took them and looked at his wrists. I started crying. I saw two little cuts. I jumped up and gave him a big hug and we both started crying. Cameron said

"Wait what is going on!"

"Cam you know the other day when I had a nightmare!" I said breaking me and Tays hug.

"Yea!" He said

"Well I am going to tell you all! But the first time the nightmare was I woke up and everything was ok until I saw Matt was sleeping in my bed with me. And I asked him what he was doing in there. And he said something but he mumbled it. Then Shawn and Tay burst through the door and they said you should've been with me. And then I looked down at my hands because they looked different. And there were cuts!" I started crying again. "Cuts! Cuts Cameron!" He looked down.
Then I went on. "Then tonight I woke up like it was a normal morning in this hotel and then I walked into the bathroom and Taylor was in there." Taylor looked at me and stared at me. Then he looked down. "He had a razor in his hands and he said that if me and him couldn't be together then he shouldn't be here. He started cutting and I started crying and he did too. I took the razor from him and I said well I am doing all of this to you guys and then he asked me not to but then I kept cutting. He took the razor from me and then everything blurred and I passed out. Then I woke up in a hospital. And Tay told me I was in a coma. Then we just cried together. And then everything went black and I woke up here." Everyone was in tears by now. And then Jack J and Nash walked up and Jack said

"Promise you will never do that Lakyn cause..." Nash finished his sentence "What if that happened in real life! Then what will we do? Huh?! You too Taylor!"

"Nash calm down!" Cameron said. He made Nash sit down and Nash rested his arms in his legs.

"He's right if  I catch you two doing this!" Jack lifted up Taylors arm. "You better get ready cause I will make you stop! And that goes for all of you! You understand!" We all nodded.

"Now everyone get back to bed! We have a show." Cameron said

We all walked out the room and Me and Taylor walked out the room together and I stopped him by the elevator.

"Taylor why did you do this!" I whisper yelled.

"The same reason in your dream." He looked down.

"Taylor!" I hugged him he hugged back. We both started crying again and we ended up sitting on the floor crying.

"But why you know I love you!" I said

"You do?!"

"Yes I do! I love all of you but you know if things just don't work out maybe I will come for you!" I said

"Chances are you are going to choose Shawn or Matt though!"

"Who cares! They are making me choose! Yea that also brings up a question. Why aren't you like competing like they are cause you are barely even talking to me now!"

"I don't know I just don't stand a chance!"

"Taylor look at me!" I lifted up his chin and we locked eyes. "You are important to me! And you will find someone for you whether it's me or not!"

"You're right it's just that I want to be with you! You aren't like any girl I've met!"

"Oh Taylor!" I hugged him. "Look I am having so much trouble choosing between people right now but Tay I am so confused!"

*TAYLORS POV*
I am confused why is she coming to me for this! I am just ruining her! Yes I love her but I figured she would ask Cam about this! I broke our hug and said

"Look I don't actually care who choose. I mean whoever makes you the happiest then I will be ok! As long as you are happy!" I kissed her cheek. Shoot that was a bad move! Then next thing I knew she kissed my cheek too.

"Goodnight Tay!" She stood up and then she gave her hand out for me to grab. Grabbed it and said

"Goodnight Lakyn. If you need anything or if you have another bad dream I am right here!" I hugged her.

"Alright Tay thanks!"

"No problem!" I ran my hand through her hair and kissed her head. Then she broke our hug and went into her room. I want to keep an eye on her make sure she doesn't do anything she isn't supposed to.

*LAKYNS POV*
I went into my room and sat down on my bed and just cried. I thought the boys were all doing this just because of me! Why? I am a waste! No one should do that because of me! I walked into my bathroom and looked into the mirror. I saw my stained cheeks, red nose, and myself. I shouldn't. I can't. I grabbed my makeup bag and pulled out my red lipstick. I wrote on the mirror. Worthless. Then I yelled

"TAYLOR!" Then just a few seconds later Taylor bust through the door he stopped. When he walked in I had done it already. I cut three times. One for Matt. One for Shawn. One for Taylor. Then I through the razor into the tub and sat down and cried. Taylor sat by me and said

"Don't do this! Why did you do this! You are not worthless! You are beautiful! You don't have to do this!"

"Just don't tell the boys! Please! I am so sorry I ...I .... Taylor!" I hugged him. And we just sat on the floor. He was rubbing my back calming me down. He stood up and wiped off the lipstick on the mirror. And picked up the lipstick again. He said

"Look."  I stood up and he drew a heart and wrote beautiful over it. I hugged him and said thanks Taylor! He picked me up and set me on the sink.

"Give me those wrists of yours." I gave him my wrists and he cleaned them. They were almost gone.

"Go back to bed I won't leave until you do." He said picking me up and putting me on my bed. He covered me up and I fell asleep instantly.

A/N: Did I make u cry? I cried writing this! Omg trust me it will get better! Bye ilyasm! MWAH!😘😍❤️👌💋💄