Close as Strangers- Jack johnson

142 5 0
                                    

Six weeks since I've been away
And now you're sayin' everything has changed
And I'm afraid that I might be losing you
And every night that we spend alone
It kills me thinking of you on your own
And I wish I was back home next to you

''I cant help but feel like were drifting apart jack" I let a tear slip from my eyes as I pressed the send button, starting at the ceiling I let more tears fall

"what do you mean?" he responded.

Oh, everyday
You feel a little bit further away
And I don't know what to say

"we hardly talk.." I send

"I miss you, but this hurts being away from you like this" I quickly add, crying harder than I was, this was the first time Jack and I, have been apart for so long. With there European tour and everything going on Im so proud of them but its hard

Are we wasting time
Talking on a broken line?
Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers
Won't give up
Even though it hurts so much
Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we're as close as strangers

"what are you saying y/n?" I read

"were like strangers jack" I send, I lay my phone down but only to pick it up again because his ringer goes off

"y/n.."

"jack"

"what are you trying to say?"

Late night calls and another text
Is this as good as we're gonna get?
Another timezone taking me away from you
Living dreams in fluorescent lights
While you and I are running out of time
But you know that I'll always wait for you

"Im saying maybe, we should give us a break" "youre getting bigger jack, Ill always be here though"

"no we arent going to give us a break" He argues

"jack.." Before I can say anything the line goes dead... great.

I decide to go take a bath still crying my eyes out, I love him I do but i hardly see him anymore, hes my life my world. Ive become so dependent on him, and so in love with him.

I take a short relaxing bath

"Six months since I went away And I know everything has changed

But tomorrow I'll be coming back to you" I read jacks text

jack.."

"Stop quotes 5sos"

"thats youre favorite song..."

"its true though, were coming home y/n.."

"really?" Knowing my boyfriend is coming home makes me happy, but sad because i feel like theyre only coming back because jack feels bad. I start crying because im happy

"Ill see you soon beautiful" i read, I smile.

I fell asleep with a smile on my face, hes coming home soon youll be able to kiss and hold him.

ImaginesWhere stories live. Discover now