"Ci you alright?" Keyshia ask me snapping me out my thoughts. Me, Jazz, and Minni were sitting in the living room vibing out. Listening to Jay Z new cd Holy Grail. They were rolling up, but i was chilling.
"yea, im good" i lied. Truth was, i was bugging mad hard. Its been like 5 days since my little date wih Cash, and im feeling some typr of way, i dont like it. He's always on my mind, i get nervous when i hear his ringtone, i get light headed when i see him. The shit is annoying.
"you sure, cause you looking crazy af, staring out the window like that." Jazz said teasing me, they laughed, i gaved a weak smile, as my cell lite up. It was Justices. Need i remind you we havent spoke since our lil fight.
"yea, im sure. Ill be back let me take this call." i said getting up going in the kitchen. I sat on the counter top before answering.
*phone convo*
"hello?" i answered
"hey ma" he said. I cant lie...it gave me a lil tingle in my stomach
"hi Jus"
"you mad at me?"
"maybe, just a lil." i lied. TBT i was beyond over that shit. Cash took my mind off that, long ago.
"you know i didnt mean that....you know how i feel about you"
"no, i dont" i confessed" so tell me", he sighed deeply
"Ciara, c'mon. Dont play me out like that."
"what Jus? Just be real."
"i fucking love you!" he yelled in my phone. I was silent, cant say i didnt have an idea that he did. But just hearing him say it, was strange." you know i care bout you. A lil more than i want to. You been my shorty since you were 16, how was i not to fall for you?" he said
"Justice, you know, im not tryna be tied down right now. Besides your with Symone"
"FUCK HER!" i jumped at the sound of his voice" you were here before her, and were over anyways. I dont want her."
"why not. Y'all been rocking for a lil over 10 months, whats the deal now?" i ask with a lil attitude
"she's not you. I want you ma."
"What are you saying?" i ask jumping of the counter.
"im saying I love you Ciara Jnia Selenas, i wanna be with you" he said truthfully. I couldnt be with Justice. I dont feel what he feels for me. His timing is so off. With every thing with my mom, and as much as im trying not to admit it. Cash is winning right now. Without trying." im not taking no for an answer ma" he said breaking my thoughts, i sighed deeply
"you dont have a choice Jus, look i gotta go. This is too much."
"i understand that. Ill get at you lata MooMoo" he said. My heart almost jumped out my chest. He hasent call me that since he took my virginity,
"bye" i hung up.
I wasent expecting all that. Minnie came in sitting down at the table, and pointing at the chair beside her for me to sit. I did
