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Ethan

I was listening to Josh explaining why he was gloomy tonight when a voice said "Hey guys". The voice brought chills in my body and i shivered slightly while lifting my head up to stare at the source of that voice.

He was beautiful! Breathtaking! I just stared at him...eating him up with my eyes. And he stared back. Just stared right back.

"Em...?"

As soon as Josh spoke, the spell was broken and the guy turned towards Josh and glared at him. I stood and wandered what Josh did to the guy.

It was then that i noticed the girl by his side and i felt something in me fall and an emotion i don't like crept up. Jealousy.

i was surprise with myself for feeling such emotion when I'd just met this guy and knew nothing about him. What was this?

I watch as the girl shifted her eyes onto Josh and for a second i saw hurt in her eyes then it was gone. She turned on her heals and started walking back the way they come.

"Em...I'm sorry...please just hear me out."

The girl Em turned around and just stared at Josh with sadness in her eyes.

"I'm sorry Josh but there's nothing you can say that will change anything. We would't have worked with my job and the long distances. I understand why you did it...I'm just sorry my job had to part us apart."

"It wasn't you Em. I knew about your job but i still wanted us to be together...then i messed up...taking the advantage of you not being around and I'm sorry. I messed up big time...please just forgive me and we can try to work it out together? Please?"

"No Josh we can't, can't you see! We can't work together! ...lets just be friends please! This is hard for me but it's the best way."

Josh just nodded his head and we were all confuse on what the two were taking about. Just then the girl Josh brought to the party walked up to us and froze a few feet from the group when she saw Em. Em turned slowly and they stared at each other for a while.

"I'm sorry Em...you were my best friend and i shouldn't have done that to you..."

"You're so right, she was your best friend and she trusted you!!"

I love his voice when his angry...it's all sexy and gives me shivers hmmm...

"I understand why it happened and i don't really blame you. I'm just sorry our friendship had to blow up this way. Lets not dwell on it...who wants to dance?" The Em chick says.

i watch Jake walk towards her and being his best friend i could see he was lost with this girl...he looked like he'd never seen someone that beautiful before and i knew what was happening.

Jake took her hand and they walked away together. This was my chance to get the beautiful guy away from this room with his girl in.

"Excuse me can i have a word?"

He just nodded and followed me as i walked towards one of Jake's prevent rooms which he logs during parties. I could feel his eyes sizing me up and i all of a sudden felt a need to press him against the walls and kiss the hell out of him. I opened the door and entered, stepping away from it for him to enter.

As he step through the door i closed it and i don't know what came over me. I pinned him against the door making sure our body parts were touching. I moved my head forward and stared him in the eyes. From my side vision i saw sallow hard. The site made me harden downstairs. I leaned forward and breath in his neck - I felt him shiver. I moved towards my lips so we are almost touching and stopped.

"Tell me you want me to kiss you"

After i said that i watch as he sallowed hard and stared at me.

"Kiss me"

As those words left his mouth, i brought my lips on to his and Did it feel like heaven.