My Koala

The Way

It starts out like this. I met this girl, on an internet site, and believe me when I tell you that I didn't know it was going to be like this. Tinder was new to me and I was nervous to use it. Of course most of you know how it goes. You swipe right, that means you like them. Left means you didn't. I swiped right on her and here is why.

~I loved the way she smiled.

She had a smile that made me melt and I didn't even talk to her yet. When I did however message her I wasn't sure I would get a message back. But I did. We talked of music. Her favorite bands and mine. I proved to her that I was a bit nerdy by having a belt buckle that said 'Music is life' when I when I was in my scene phase. I also confessed to her of having nerdy pick-up lines to use when I got nervous. She then told me that she as trying to turn herself into a morning person which is backwards to me because I am a night owl. She told me that she was attending a school that rivals mine. She told me that it was okay that I wanted to go to a school that rivals hers.

~I love the way she plays around with me about our school of choice. Which leads to us making out on my bed.

She admires my love and willingness to care for my god son. She noticed that I called myself a godfather which lead to her learning that I was trans. She also didn't freak out when she found out about my love for all things Joker and batman. Granted she didn't know the extent of it until later on in our talks.

~I love the way she uses the correct pronouns for me. 

~I love the way she uses my full name and not the nickname my friends gave me.

She confessed to being scared of children. I work in a kids clothing store and I know how scary they can get. After awhile on conversation on this app I knew it was time to seal the deal. I hit her with my best bad jokes of all time. 

~I love the way she laughs.

~I love the way she laughs at me.

It sealed the deal and she gave me her number. It has been almost two months of constant talking and snapchatting (Almost a 40 day streak) I've grown to see so much of her. And there is so many ways that I can list besides the ones above. I'll list some more highly important ones. She is just something else to me and frankly I'm not sure what she is going to think of this once she hears me tell her. I just hope she enjoys it. This book is for her.

~I love the way she makes different facial expressions. I can almost identify every meaning when she makes them.

~I love the way she calls me the one thing I hate (panda) as a cute nickname and I won't allow anyone to call me that but her.

~I love the way she knows me better then anyone else. She knows my voices and what I'm feeling.

~I love the way she stares at me. She looks at me like I'm a treasure. 

~I love the way she dances and gets excited about certain songs.

~I love the way she treats me with the up most respect.

~I love the way she can't hold her sugar.

~I love the way she cares of me taking my medication.

~I love the way she speaks.

All in all she is something else and I know my writing does not do her justice. There is so many things about her that I cannot put into words. I do hope, that she finally will be able to see what I see when I look at her. Maybe then she can fully understand.