My Koala

Her Voice

I know everything her voice has to offer me. Joy, love, and acceptance. I know when she is upset and angry at the world. I can figure when she is embarrassed, when she is hiding something for me. This chapter is so long over due and I hope I can do her voice justice. I love to listen to her talk to me. On the phone, video chat, hell even in person when she is whispering into my ear. 

I love how she says my name when I'm in 'trouble'. It makes feel like, I was caught with my hand in the cookie jar. Her name slips off her tongue like water from a waterfall. Smooth but with crashing against the rocks. She clings to my name when she is in her needy state of mind like a kid who clings to a blanket. My name is like a secret password that only she uses when she wants to go inside the fort that was only made for boys. 

When she is happy her voice is so light and full of life. It makes me so melty? Is that something everyone can get behind? When someone does something that makes you just melt in super happiness? That's what her happy voice does to me. When she is upset and sad it makes me grovel.  I will do anything to make her feel happy again. I will sing, dance, tell jokes and read to her. I love doing those things to her and I think she knows this.

When she knows things not only does she try to use them to get what she wants, but to gain reactions out of me. She knows that she will always get what she wants because I love to give anything to her. Anything and everything to her. As long as she has her happy voice on and that big smile that I love to see. She loves my reactions and to see her exclaim in happiness makes it all worth while in the end. Even when she is embarrassed I don't mind looking at her and laughing a little bit. 

Her 'speechless' voice is my favorite. She only does it when I do something really cute like do her favorite smile. When I look at her with all the love and adoration that I have for her. She is everything for me. She is the only thing that keeps me going along with other things. I've learned to not just focus my happiness into one person but she does make me happy in such away that it seems so.

My koala makes me feel so safe and loved. I've only known her for some time now and she and I still have to wait 44 days. She makes me feel that way with just her voice alone. How is that possible for one person to do that to me?  However she is doing this, I never want it to stop. I love feeling this way about her. Her voice is everything to me. Happy, sad, speechless and everything in between. I'm her Johnny to her Mavis.

I know she is going to read this so this is for you coffincake "Bleh Bleh Bleh" I can't wait until you get home.