Epoch: (n.) a particular period of time in history or a persons life.
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When I was younger I used to think that the rain was God crying. As I grew up I realized that God did not exist.
My name is (y/n), (l/n) .
I am currently 16, this is the year where my whole life had changed so unexpectedly, if it weren't for him I wouldn't be the same person I am today.
January first year 2020 ~
It had been a year.
A year since the incident happened. In that year I have become distant, cold, emotionless, apathetic, cynical, and maybe even depressed.
I remember that day so well. Every single detail in my head so specific. Its not really something to boast about, I would actually do anything If I could just forget that day.
I remember I cried myself to sleep every night, until I no longer had any tears left.
And even after I fell asleep I would barely get any sleep at all. For every night I had the same nightmare over and over again, to the point where I have insomnia. Where sometimes the pills that I take don't help the nightmares to go away.
I have fears. Of course everyone has fears, but I have too many. I'm afraid of thunder.
I'm afraid of loud noises.
I'm afraid of of Suffocating.
I'm afraid of being trampled on.
I'm afraid of dying...just like them.
I'm afraid of love.
I'm afraid that if I love someone again, the same thing will happen all over again.
I don't want to feel pain anymore.
I don't want to be reminded of what happened on that day.
So I found a way to forget it.
I had to press the 'off switch' , but the only thing about doing that is I wouldn't show feelings or act like I still had them. I had to be as emotionless as a machine.
So I did it.
I had forgotten what had happened to them on that terrifying day, I had forgotten what happened on...
March 17, 2020
Little did I know that he would come into my life and make me remember all over again...
A U T H O R S N O T E
I hope you guys liked my first chapter I'm kinda a newbie so I will be more than happy to except some advice. Oh, and also thank you for reading please do inform me if there are any spelling errors so I can fix it right away thank you all loves 💖
- Hoechatta ✨
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