Me. . .

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as I slam the door , I exhaled roughly while I ran my fingers through my hair and walked over towards my bed , but didn't and couldn't sit down . I felt to angry and to energetic  . I paced around my room and suddenly I screamed and punched a hole in the wall and threw all my bags across the room while clothes flew all around. I took all the sheet off the bed and ripped them up and threw them on the floor. I pulled off my sweat shirt . I ran over towards a wall and bang on them while screaming and yelling. I slowly stop banging and slide down the wall while panting against it. I turned around and looked over the room , how destroyed it is . I noticed dried blood over my thumb and soon needed blood again.  I stood up with anger still in me and steam. I walked out of my room with no shirt only a sport bar , my skinny black ripped jeans and my long black thinning  hair out and wildy messy. I felt cold air hit my pale exposed skin while I walked down the hall slowly with such bad energy. I felt like my old self the old , old self when I ran away from tyler.  I walked down the quite lonely halls while realizing I'm the only one who lives up here. as I hit a corner and was facing another hall I stood there and stared down at it . suddenly I see a black figure down the hall walking slowly towards me. I stood there squinting my eyes as he get closet and closer. the lights twitches and window creak , as I got closer I noticed it was a guy . soon my whole body was cover with goose bumps and I look down at myself . but slowly look up and see tyler in front of me with a sad experssion. " what are you doing." tyler said in a whisper tone.  I looked at him with a straight expression. "  being me.." I said to him while I tighten my jaw.  " no your not. you doing something you aren't" tyler said as I quickly lifted up my hand and watch my hand go right through tyler. I look up at his face and my heart dropped.  " then . What am i . . " I said to him . " hello." someone said  behind me with a deep raspy voice.  I slowly turned my head and see a young guy in a suit. I rasied an eyebrow and turned my body fully. I raised my eyes to his face and saw the confusion and tiredness in his face but his experssion told me hes shocked. I walked over towards him slowly while my mind wander onto different thing at once.  as I got to him I felt gravity getting hard to push towards.  something knew what I was going to do , because Its the main topic on my mind. as I finally got to him a headache form in my head , my eyes was watering and my skin was tingling.  " stoppppppp-." I heard tyler whisper voice drift over my ear. as I lifted up my hands up to the guy. as he stares at me like I was infected. trying to get in contact with him was hard , something was pulling on me. but I kept pushing.  I then saw tyler standing behind the guy looking right into my eyes. watching me getting closer to the guy. as my hand caresses the guy neck , it began to burn making me take in a deep breath. I lean over the guy neck and smelt and heard his blood flow through his veins. I was so careless right now and so anger. tyler still standing there. I then noticed tyler ring on my left hand on the ring finger. I stared at it and slowly up at tyler. I dropped my hands off the guy and slowly watched tyler fade away. making me close my eyes and tears rip out of my eyes.

I then slowly drop my balance while the guy strong quick hands catch me. I put all my weight on him , that how destroyed and hurt I've been. he struggle to pick me up,  he dragged me over against the wall of the hall . while I sat there my eyes open use to the crying and tears falling right out. the guy hesitated to stay and to sit next to me. he pulled of his suit jacket and loose his tie while unbuttoning his shirt a little. he finally slid down  next to me.

we sat there for a while ,  all my tears dried up on my face , my body still cold for years. my heart dark and in the shadow and dirt. I look over towards the guy and notcied him sleeping. he also looked like he going through the rough road with other little things aside. I leaned over towards his jacket and covered him with it . I stood up and took one last glance at this young guy and walked away. while I sliently walked down the hall back to my room.  as I got there everything is still the same as I left. clothes everywhere , bed flipped and a hole in the wall. I walked in and closed my door while walking over towards my bed and laying over where it laid near the window lifted a little. I stared out of the while I watch the sun slowly stretching to reveal it self. suddenly I felt like someone was right next to me and I slowly turned my head to see tyler there looking out over the window.  I looked away while I felt lied and betrayed again. while soon I laid my head on the bed and relaxed my body and my eyes now difted off to sleep .