Me. . .

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as I stand there , staring over at the dress . a cold breeze brushed my wet bare naked skin and gave me goose bumps. " azalea." seth said making me jump out of my thoughts. I then soon walked over towards the dress and slowly put on my undergarments while I finally pulled on the dress and quickly I felt it hug my hips nicely and flow down like it should. I then suddenly felt Seth hands tie a bow in the back of my dress while he slowly smooth his hands over my exposed back . I closed my eyes while memories flashed into my head when tyler use to touch me the way seth is. " here." I heard seth say while handing me a pair of black heels . I took them and sat on the bed and quickly pushed them on while I slowly stood up and looked up at seth. he looked so serious and some what hurt. he looked over me and nodded while walking down stairs. I then didnt know where we were going but then I did. I walked over towards tyler dresser and looked at myself while . I then decided to braid my hair. as I did a loose french braid in my hair and left strains out , I turned around and took a deep breath while walking over towards the bystand beside the bed . I found a ring , a triple diamond ring with fancy carving on it beside the lamp. I picked it up and admired it ; it was beautiful. suddenly I saw my name craved on the ring part and my stomach drop quickly. was tyler planning on giving me this. ?! I fell onto the bed and slid my thumb over the carving. I closed my eyes because I felt myself about to cry and I didn't want to and I couldn't , it will just ruin me again and Ill cry forever. I opened my eyes and looked over at my left ring finger and slowly I slid the ring on and stared at my hand , wishing tyler was right here with me , him putting the ring on me. " ready." seth voice filled into my head while I slowly drop my hand and looked down at his feet. I lifted up my head and stood up. I walked over towards the ledge of the stairs and took my leather jacket and walked down the stairs , while I hear seth following up behind me.

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sitting there in the back sit of seth limo , I sat there and stared at the ring. until the car stop and made me look up and out the window. we were near a ocean while I stare over a over ocean view , I glance over at a board walk that head toward the woods with already people there circling around and talking very little. I found my door open and seth standing by for me to get out . I slowly hop out while fixing my dress down , while looking around. I can feel the sore and saddness hover all around me. I swallowed noticing my mouth is dry. I then soon started to walked down the board walk with my hands beside me . seth walk at my pace beside me while I kept my stare at everyone. my heart started pounding while we got closer and closer. I felt so much perssure in my chest while I felt myself become heavy. I don't think I can hold myself seeing tyler . as I got there I slowly stop in my track and already spotted tyler...... he laid in the middle of the ground covered in flowers and leafs while candles and stick circle around him. my mouth opened and I almost felt my knees drop ; but I closed my eyes. " come on." seth said taking me by my waist and walking away from tyler. " I'm fine ." I said strongly while I pushed off seth and walked out of his hold , and walked back over towards tyler. everyone was looking and watching me . who were these people ?! as I came to sight of tyler again. I stared down at him while I held my hands in a tight fist while I felt scene wanting to replay in my head , and they did. suddenly I looked up and see a pack of wolf coming out of the woods , slowly joining the circle while I not5ied seth walking over towards a girl and a guy who wore clothes made of sheep skin and other small animals fur. I look back over at tyler and watch the wolf place more flowers over tyler and bow. I then look down at my necklace ; my necklace I had since tyler took me in , the one tyler noticed and admired it when he took me in. I held the little Crystal pendant in my hand and soon ripped the necklace off me while glance over at it. I slowly walked over towards tyler more and crouched down and placed my necklace right under tyler chin , laid it out neatly while I slowly leaned down more and placed a strong long kiss on tyler forehead ; noticing how cold and lifeless he is. I stood up quickly while I watch the man and lady walked over towards tyler , making me look over at them while the stare at me strongly and intensively. suddenly they bowed there head down to me while I watch the wolves cricle behind them . I then felt seth take my hand whils pulling me away from tyler and the man and lady. as I stood beside seth I watch the lady and man intensively while they held hands and stood side by side with the other hand up the air. I was confused on what they were doing. so my heart was beating fast , I glanced over at seth while he had his focus on them. suddenly I watch a invisible wall be built around them with tyler in it ; they were now staring up at the sky while slowly the flowers over tyler started floating up , tyler slowly was begin floated up with flower surrounding him. my heart was beating rapidly while I stood there watching them. I look over at the other circled around and they just stood there like it was suppose to happen. suddenly tyler was floating up in the air with the flowers surrounding his naked body. I stare up at him while I walked up more towards him ." tyler." I said his name breathless while everything poured out of me . scenes replaying while I stared up at tyler , tears started to fill in my eyes while I remembering tyler in my arms , dying , dying for help . my heart drop and so did my emotion . I broke down crying , i wasn't ready for tyler to leave. suddenly I noticed tyler caughting on . I widen my mouth and gasp while he quickly was on fire while the flowers around him died and burn out. I screamed and ran over towards him while I felt seth quickly snatch me by my wrist , but I strongly pulled out of his hold and ran towards tyler. but as I got closer I was pushed away by the gravity force wall. I vampired speed back up on my feet and banged onto the gravity wall while I watch tyler turn into ashes . I screamed on the top of my lungs while banging hard on the force. why ?! why is this happening ?! soon I felt seth taking me by my waist picking me off my knees and off the ground while I cried out tyler name , while screaming for someone to stop this . seth held me on his side by my waist with my arms out trying to reach out for tyler. but Seth walked and pulled me away from him. but I quickly and roughly pulled out of seth but he strongly held me . finally tyler was full of ashes , and now the force wall was down . and slowly tyler ashes winded into the air , while the died burn flowers drop onto the ground. tears flowed down my cheek while I held my hands in a tight fist. I suddenly started beating in seth chest while screaming at him. he tried to catch my hands while I slowly became tired and drop my head on his chest and my hands with a hand full of his suit in my hands. I balled out crying into seth chest. while I hear everyone walking across the board walk. I let go of seth and stood up on my own while I noticed the strange lady amd man standing there watching me. I look over at them . " why ." I said in a cracky sick tone. they just stood there in silent watching me. " its what we do , it called healing fire." seth said while my eyes became heavy and start to burn. I drop my head down while closing my eyes. I just wanted to be alone. suddenly I heard foot step come towards me, slowly I lifted up my head and was close up to the man who set fire to tyler along with the lady behind him. this man who stood in front of me had beautiful hazel eyes but with a yellow ring around them. his skin was dirty tan with ink paint designed over it. suddenly he placed his hands over my cheek caressing with such strength. he held my face up to his face while he leaned his face towards me with his eyes intensively dig into mine. I hold onto this strange man hands while he holds onto my face without hesitation. suddenly we were touching nose and almost immediately , a vision blurred into my head making me gasp while I see a body figure far out , it got closer ever second while my heart raced. soon I was staring over at tyler naked body. he stood there alive and strong, I watch his head slowly lift while he immediately stared up at me with his beautiful red eyes full ; his hair over his forehead and over his eyes . I wanted him , I wanted to touch him. I then noticed my necklace around his neck. I found a smile on his face while he was suddenly close up to me. I couldn't feel my body but I yawned to reach him , but he just stood there smiling at me. I then watched him lift up his hands in front of him and blew over his hands and blood flowed out front his hands; I was now back to myself. finding the man still holding me tightly and firmly. he opened his eyes and looked down at my face. I felt tears stain over my cheek , I let go of the man hands and drop them beside me while the man hands smooth over my cheek while he leaned down and placed a kiss over my forehead. and he let me go while walking back over towards the lady. I didn't know what all this mean but I felt something inside me close up. I then felt my body walked away from seth and the two stranger. I walked across the board walk while cold breeze hit me , hearing the ocean wave scream up to the sand. as I got to the end of the board walk I decied to walk over to the beach ; I pulled off my heels and drop them off beside me and walked over towards the cold sand. wind blowing strongly towards me while I reach the ocean. I watched the water rise up to my feet and felt both my tears drop fall into the ocean. its all over .