SHE SAT ON HER BED MORE LIKE CUDDLED IN HER PILLOW AND STARTED SOBBING. THERE WERE NO LACK OF REASONS TO, BUT THE MAIN WAS THAT IT BUGGED HER, BEING A TOTAL FAILURE IN LIFE.
WELL, YES SHE CALLED HERSELF A FAILURE AND SO DID EVERYONE WHO WAS ANYONE AT SCHOOL. NOT BEING ACCEPTED TO COLLEGES, HAVING A HARD TIME WITH SUMMER INTERNSHIPS, LACKING ABILITY OF TALENT, HER IMAGINARY FRIENDS GROWING IN NUMBER AND OFCOURSE THE GUY WHO LIVED RIGHT NEXT TO HER. OH WHAT A DOUCHE BAG, ATLEAST THATS WHAT SHE THOUGHT, WHO KNEW THAT GUY HAD ENOUGH TALENT TO BE A WRITER WHEN HE GREW UP, BUT WE'LL COME TO THAT LATER OR MAYBE NEVER, HE ISN'T THAT IMPORTANT AND HE ACTUALLY ISN'T EVEN THE PROBLEM, ITS THE GIRL WHO LIVES WITH THAT GUY WHO SHOULD'NT HAVE. "THE GIRL" THIS IS LITERALLY HOW EVERYBODY KNEW AND CALLED HER AND YES E-V-E-R-Y-B-O-D-Y KNEW HER. THAT IS THE REASON SHE HATED HER BUT THE GIRL COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, SHE HAD NO RELATION WITH THE WHOLE HER BEING A FAILURE. THERE WAS NO SUCH REASON ACTUALLY JUST ONE AND THAT WAS BECAUSE SHE CALLED HERSELF ONE, IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN YOURSELF HOW DO YOU EXPECT ANYBODY ELSE TOO. AND SHE THOUGHT EVERYDAY THAT IF SHE HERSELF WAS THE REASON THEN WHY NOT END IT, AND SO SHE DID. SHE DID NOT END HERSELF OR ANYTHING AND NO SHE DIDN'T TRY TO COMMIT SUICIDE BUT SHE DID PUT AN END TO THE WORD "FAILURE" AND MOVED ON.
ITS ALL THAT EASY BUT ITS GOING TO HAPPEN ONLY WHEN YOU LET IT.
GO EASY ON YOURSELF.
BREATH RELIEF AND EXHALE THE STRESS.
DO WHAT YOU CAN AND WELL ONE THINGS FOR SURE YOU WOULDN'T CALL YOURSELF A FAILURE, EVEN THO THE GIRL NEXT DOOR MIGHT BUT HEY, WHO CARES.
YOU'VE GOT YOUR OWN LIFE TO LIVE.🙂
