First Kiss - Sex Life with HIM? or HER?

Jaja. Jude Alexis Andal

Catwell's POV

Jaja was my 1st love. A man I thought who could bring me to his castle and make her queen.

I never been kissed by a guy. Because of Jaja. He promised me that he would be my first kiss, no matter what happened.

He even promised me that he will make me his girlfriend. Para siya daw ang first boyfriend ko.

3 kaming magkakaibigan nila Kepkep. Jaja, Kepkep, Sangsang. <3 3 ugok na hindi matitibag ng kahit nino.

Until that time came.

"Sangsang, I'm sorry, I'm terribly sorry. :(."

"Bakit Jaja?! Wag mo naman kami iwan oh. :("

"I can't do this anymore. :'( sorry kung di ako magiging 1st boyfriend mo Sang :'(" humahagulgol na si Jaja at mas lalo na ako. I remained silent yet crying.

"Sangsang, promise me. Never kiss a guy if you don't even love him. If he can't even love you the way I do.

And one more thing."

Unti-unti siyang ngumingiti.

"Wag mo kong hahalikan pag tulog na ako." A tear fall down from him :'(

"Ikaw nga tong unang nag-break ng promise Jaja e. :'( Jaja! 5 hours pa. :'( 5 hours pa. P-please. Talk to us. :'( magkwento ka. Yung brief mo. Pano mo labhan. Dali na."

Naiiyak na rin si Kepkep.

"Dude! 1 year mo naman oh :("

"Antagal naman masyado ng 1 year Kep. :) 15 minutes Sang, Kep. :) matutulog na ako."

"I love you Jaja. :'( forever and always." I planted a kiss on his forehead.

"I love you too, Sang. :( forever and always. Babantayan ko kayo ni Kepkep. :) sana kahit di ko kayo kasama. Kayo pa rin ang original ng Abalakuneny." Di ko na natiis. Pero.

Hinalikan ko na siya. A smack one but wounded kiss. :(

He looks shocked.

"Sabi ko sa'yo. Wag mo ko hahalikan e. :)"

"Uulitin ko yung sinabi mo Jaja. :) 'Wag mo kong hahalikan pag tulog na ako.' Tulog ka ba? I'm sorry, but I can't help it Jaja."

"Its okay Sang. :) okay na? First kiss mo na ako. :) matutulog na ako ha?"

Tumingin siya kay Kepkep.

"Kep? Can you take care of Sangsang for me? :) Love her? And never leave her?"

"I will dude. I promise :'( sleep well. We will never forget you Jaja. Moments with you will never fade away." Kepkep said while sobbing.

"Goodnight Jaja, we Love you. :'( I will miss you."

"Goodnight Sangsang, Kepkep. Mahal na mahal ko kayo bestfriends :( :) Bestfriends forever. Tulog na ako ha? :)"

Kepkep and I both nodded. :'(

Si Jaja, who suffered Leukemia. And suddenly now on God's hands.

:'(

I once became a girl, and now I've changed because of him.

I never been kiss by a guy. Because I was the one who kissed a guy.

I miss you Jaja. :'( </3