Somewhere Over The Rainbow

Chapter 1

****WARNING**** THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS PHYSICAL DEPICTIONS OF RAPE THAT MAY OR MAY NOT BE TRIGGERING,READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

OK, so I guess I should start at the beginning.
I was 16, had a brother in college and had a very particular set of parents.

I had two dads.

But not in the gay way, see, my mom and my dad got divorced and my mom remarried when I was two, she married my dad's best friend,Marcus.

He and my mom were pretty happy until my mom died in a car accident when I was 10, my dad and Marcus were still best friends, and they both felt entitled to having full custody of me and my brother, Eric,but didn't want to get into some kind of crazy court thing, so they decided my father would move in with us, and that way we could have two parental figures.

It was complete crazy, but
pretty interesting.
Eric and I shared a room and Marcus and my dad had separate ones. Which had always bothered me, because if we had to share then why couldn't they?

For me It all began one lousy day at school, a Monday just like any other.
But it wasn't as any other.
It was the day that would completely an utterly ruin my life.

I was relieved that it was over, because I couldn't stand another minute at that awful place I'm forced to attend. I wasn't usually bullied much, but I had absolutely no friends at all and people usually avoided me at all costs.
So that day, I was leaving school when someone started yelling at me.

"Hey fag!" It was Jared Balls (no kidding, that was actually his name lol) and two other people twice my size next to him. "Hey asshole, come here, can't you hear us? They were approaching me really fast and I did the only reasonable thing I could have done, I ran.
They started chasing me until I went in an alley and thought I'd lost them.

I hadn't.

The minute I started believing that I was safe, they appeared.

Then it started. The first punch to my head, the second to my stomach, and the next thing I knew I was on the ground. They started kicking the living shit out of me, until they stopped.
"I wanna try something, hold him down, and don't fucking let him move"

In that moment, the second he started pulling down my sweatpants and I heard a zipper, I panicked.

I tried to get out. I tried to yell, but nothing happened, nothing came out, I was paralyzed.

I felt a sharp pain in my back, like something had just ripped me in half and my vision became blurry, I was crying.

Then I saw blood. Not just drops, a puddle of thick red blood on the floor and I felt him dig deeper inside me.
"Dude, what are you doing?, you're going to kill him. Stop"
"Shut the fuck up Darren", he started going faster and faster.
"You like it little fag? I know you do you little shit."
Suddenly he started slowing down until he pulled out and I felt something different than my blood dripping out of me.
"Oh yes you little fag, you got what you fucking wanted, it felt better than any pussy I've ever had"
I started to feel dizzy.
And everything became black.

I woke up to a beeping sound and someone muttering something.
"How did this happen" It was Marcus talking.
"Sir, It appears your son has been raped, the internal tissue and muscles in his rectum are almost completely destroyed and we'll have to put him through a reconstructive surgery to stop him from bleeding out"
I heard a loud gasp and then I passed out again.

I woke up two days later in a hospital bed with a bandage on my right eye and a weird neck brace that didn't let me turn my head even an inch to the side

I tried to move and the second I did so I felt an unbearable pain in my lower back and butt.
"Ahhh" I let out a cry of pain and saw Eric rushing in to help me.

"Dads! He's awake, come quick"

Marcus and my dad came inside and both looked at me with a deep and obvious feeling of pity in their eyes.
"What happened to me?"
"Bro, there's not easy way of saying this so I'll just say it, you were raped"
And it suddenly all came back, Jared and his friends, the alley, the pain, the shame.
"Ben who did this to you" my dad was looking at with a completely blank expression.

"No one"

"What?" Ben please, we need you to tell us so we can-",I cut Marcus off before he could speak another word, I didn't want to hear it, or anything for that matter, I was broken.
"I said no one OK?! If I say it was fucking no one then it was fucking- I don't know why I started yelling, or why I started crying after doing so, but I felt three pairs of arms hugging me and in that moment, that was all I needed.
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Okay so that was chapter 1 and don't judge me but I'm really proud of myself