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Dear, Diary.
I've been in love before, it's like narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day you want more. You're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes then forget them for three hours. But then you get used to that person, and became independent on them. Now you think about him for three hours, and forget for two minutes. And if he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't be fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you are willing to do anything for love.
I guess, if anything, is about taking chances, even when you're all out of chances. It's about giving forgiveness and unconditional love, even when it seems like you should only do the opposite. It's about trusting that God puts people in your life at certain moments so you can capitalize the opportunity. It's all about the possibility. It's all about what you do with those possibilities. Life is short, and it moves to fast. Hang on and enjoy the ride. And when someone comes along with whom you enjoy spending the ride with, hold on tight.
Sa buhay, merong taong pupunta at aalis. Hindi mo alam kung kelan sila dadating, or kelan sila lalakwatsa. But all you can do, is spend the moment with them, before they go away.
7 and I already stopped counting.
That's it. It will cause nothing but harm to me. At sa journey kong to, natutunan kong hindi magandang gumanti. Kasi wala namang naging magandang kinalabasan eh. Isa rin ako sa mga naging naloko sa huli. What's the point? Okay nang ako lang yung masaktan, ayoko ng mandamay. I have my friends. I have my online friends. I don't need a boyfriend. Tama nga sila, maybe there's someone who's waiting for me. And all I gotta do is find that someone, when I'm ready. And not lonely.
Thank you, Cj, Steven, Dean, Kent, JMike, Josh, Daniel. For leaving me a good memory. I wil treasure and cherish them all. I love you guys.
Love,
Founder.
