I have looked at the passing rain, many a moon, many a millienia have I been pushed to my breaking point and beyond. I have walked the path of shame and dishonor where the notion of my pandemonium is chaos beyond repair. There are many of the fake smiles, the face masks, walls around the heart, and the no real emotion; I have dealt with physical and emotional pain beyond compare. The bullying of someone telling you that you are just a waest of space, no one cares for who you are. All everybody else see's is just a blank space they think, they know who you are and yet they don't at the sametime. I've walked past the treasury, the dishonor, the mutiny, the hardship of going through things on a day-to-day basis and yet look where we are people think they can just run most everybody over be based on their looks, their habits, and yet we all do this just, just to be us, just to be ourselves. I've seen so many fall so many thay end up committing suicide that their faith and hope have run dry while no is there to pick up the pieces and drown in endless plunder.
I stand up and take the pain that may be silent or be "walked all over" even if it may be silent or I show my kindness for others to know someone is there to listen, my kindness is not my weakness it shows I have a heart. My past my show what happened why back when but it doesn't define who I am today, my smile is contagious but doesn't mean that I have not seen pain. My personality may seem weird, odd, unfitting in this world but I'll tell you something that your intellect might be lacking NO ONE IS PERFECT. Perfection means you have no flaw, not one thing you hate or wish you could change about yourself everyone has a flaw may it be your to arigent, you don't know how to show emotion or you are cocky.
I breath in who I am and let out all who seem to doubt me, it would all be a better place if we all knew peace and knew how to let go of pride, honor, and stubbornness and show you have a heart of gold, a soul thats as strong or stronger than a silken cord. You have to show how strong that cord is so you know that you have the will to do anything and sooner or later others will follow your example, be a leader and step up to the challenge and see how far and how high you soar.
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