*My P.O.V*
Im getting worried. I have't been able to see Marcus for quite a while since our last sex session. I hope he not avoiding me after the whole incident. I texted him to see where he was because I was not about to let a boy leave me not talk to me for some stupid shit.
'Hey' I texed
'Hey'
'Wyd'
'None hbu'
'O nothing I need to ask you something can u come over?'
'Thats what i ment to tell you. i have to go on a trip with my boys this weekend and i was planning it with for a week now. so i didnt have time to spend with you.'
'oh thats cool. where you guys headed to?'
'Los Angelos Cali.'
'oh shit well you have fun i was just worried.'
'about?'
'you not talking to me because of the situation'
'oh never baby. Since im leaving this weekend how about you ask your mom can you spend some time with me this week.
'ight cool ill text you what she say.
'ight'
'love you
'love you too.'
At least he was willing to tell me what was going on. He is the most honest person I have ever met. Im still wondering if he is telling the truth. We need trust if we are ever going to make this work. My mother said it was ok for me to spend the night at his place for two nights, but I feel uncomfortable in any kind of way, call her. She said I am 17 and growing up and its almost time for her to let go anyway. I packed my bags that night and he came to pick me up.
"Hey baby!" He screamed
"Hey!"
"You too be careful. Marcus make sure you take care of my baby!" My mother ordered
"Its OK ma'am I got her."
*Marcus' P.O.V*
Im getting chills down my back and I can't focus on much. But im going to straighten myself up just for her. I also can't focus because I know im going to do something I regret. There is this girl at school. She is kind of the school whore and everybody knows it. She has tried to steal many boyfriends from girls. She even tried to take me, but I didn't let her. One day at school she asked me if I wanted to smash. I said I can't, but I unfortunately ended up saying yes. I didn't want to but she wouldn't leave. Now im sitting here asking myself...Should I?
Our two nights together was great, but something was missing. I feel that something new is needed. It felt like the things we do already was getting old. I didn't want to hurt her feelings so I said yes. I feel like im going to regret it, but i don't want to lose her
After I dropped her off home, I was headed to give this girl what se wanted.
"Hey" She greeted
"Hi, can we get this over with?"
"Ight hurry up boy, don't worry my pussy I already nice and wet for ya."
I started going in and out as fast as I could, but I didn't giver her anything special like I do my baby.
"Ight im done"
"maybe we can do this again?" she asked
I just walked away angry at what I had on just to get a girl out of my face. That night, I will always regret.
