A song of mine

Chapter Seven

I woke up to the sound of my annoying alarm . Damn I should change it . I stayed like this staring at the ceiling and that's when memories came back . I really liked him but he's the one who made me cry and at the same time he made me smile . What should I do ? Should I go out with him tonight or just shake it off and ignore him ?

I mean why would I go out with him I barely know him and I only met him recently. Yes I'm not going with him . I'm gonna text him that I'm busy .

I grabbed my phone from under my pillow and started typing :

'Jasper I cannot go out with you tonight I'm busy . Sorry maybe next time . - Crystal'

And I pressed send . I checked the time and it was 6:30 am . Why do I keep waking up early ? Hm what should I do today ?

How about I do some homework and go out with the girls shopping ? Yep that's what I'm gonna do . I texted Lily and Jelena and then got up from bed . I went dost airs to be greeted by my mom .

"Hello honey , why up so early ?" My mom asked .

"Hey mom , um I do not know" I said .

"How's school and oh your grandma told me to tell you hi and that she loves you ." She said smiling .

"Oh well tell her I love her too and I also say hi ." I said while grabbing an apple .

"Okay sure . How's school ?" She asked .

"It's good mom . How's work?" I asked already bored of this conversation .

"Good .. fine .. Hey I was thinking , how about you and me hang out today ?I am free." She said with a bit hope.

"I can't sorry . I have plans but we can talk right now ." I said . She looked a bit hurt but nodded her head yes .

"So got a boyfriend ?" She asked smirking .

"Ugh mom no .. I do not have a boyfriend not like I need one!" I said .

"Someday you'll find your romeo .. You're still young kiddo ." She said .

" Mom I'm seventeen soon turning eighteen I'm not a kiddo ." I said annoyed .

"Whatever you say ." And with that she went back to whatever she was doing and I went up to my room .

I started solving some homework while still eating the apple (I'm a slow eater) .

After I finished which felt like hours I decided to check if I got any notification and I got 1 message from Lily, 1 from Jelena, and 2 from Jasper . I sighed .

From Jasper :

'Hi Crystal , what? I was looking forward to go out tonight !?'

'OK fine , how about Sunday?'

To Jasper :

'No I can't I'm busy .. '

From Jasper :

'That's what they all say'

To Jasper :

' And do you know what I say , Bye ;) '

I didn't get a reply from him.Then I read Jelena's text:

' Crystal of course .. See you at 2:30 xoxoxoxo'

And Lily's test read :

' Totally girl .. see you ;) '

I quickly replied an okay and went back to take a shower . I noticed something purple on my neck . Chris did this . I fucking hate him .

I stripped out of my pj's and waited for the water to heat . After I finished , I wrapped my self in a towel and I decided to curl my hair this time but not into big ones nor small ones.

I did not apply any make up I wanted to go put natural with nothing on my face . I grabbed my favourite floral skirt and my white crop top with some flats.I checked and found that's it's 2:10 pm so I quickly went downstairs . I saw Taylor sitting on the couch in the living room . I approached her .

"Hey Taylor what are you doing here ?" I asked .

"Hi Crystal oh I thought that maybe we should hang out if you're free and if that's okay with you ." She said smiling .

"Oh I have to go meet up with my friends right now but you can join if you want." I nicely told her.

"I'd that's okay with you I'd come ." She said .

"Of course come on now we're gonna be late ." She nodded and we started walking.

It was a long way to the mall so we got in a taxi cab. When we arrived there , I called Jelena ..

" Hey curly where are you ?" I asked her .

"Hmm I don't know turn around ." I turned around and she was standing there . I started laughing so did she .

" Jelena this is Crystal , Crystal this is Jelena ." They both shook hands . Taylor is a really sense time and a shy girl . Ryan really should take care of her and not use her but I know my brother he won't hurt her feelings I know that he loves her truly.

"Okay so where is Lily ?" I asked .

"Oh she is running late ." She said .

" Okay then we can't just wait for her all day let's start shopping ." And with that we started shopping .

I entered one of my favourite shops Zara , Massimo Dutti, Calvin Klein and Mango . I bought 2 shirts from Zara , A grey spirt from Massimo dutti and some black pants and bras from Calvin Klein .

The other girls were shopping at Victoria's Sextet and Forever 21 . Ughh I do not know why girls are obsessed with forever 21 like literally it's not that wow . I texted them to meet me at Pinkberry for a snack .

I waited for the elevator to open and to my surprise I saw Jasper infront of me . He was smirking . Boy this is the first time i had seen him smirking.
"Jasper .You are here " I said while entering and pressing the 1st floor botton . I was on the 8th so it's a long way down . Hopefully , it will pass quickly .

"Yes . We do love ." He said coldly . What was his problem is he bipolar or something ?

"Okay ." I replied slowly followed by awkward silence. Ughh . Finally it was my stop I did not bother to look back or even say bye I just walked away without saying a single word .

After we finished eating .. We seperated . Me and Taylor went back home and Lily went to her flat . Taylor is going to spend the night with me to get to know me better .

When we reached home , I saw my parents watching a movie I quickly said Hi and excused myself while Taylor kept on talking with them . I opened my door grabbed my charger and plugged my phone . I put on Sugar by Maroon 5 and started humming .

I changed to my pj's and wore some white socks . A paper caught my eye . It was thrown beside the window . I picked it up to read .

Dear Crystal ,

I really like you but I feel like I hate you right now . I felt so broken when you said you were busy I knew you were just making up some excuses to not go out with him . I hate people who lie . I do not want anything to do with you anymore .. This whole thing is a mistake . - Jasper Pain

I gasped as I .. Omg . I literally doubt he is not bipolar like wtf ! I am busy what's up with him . I felt something shatter inside of me but I shrugged it off . He is not worth it .

Moments later , My mom came telling me that dinner is ready and Taylor had to go because she had an emergency . I quickly nodded and looked outside my window .

Soon after I had dinner which was chicken beif and rice and salad I went upstairs brushed my hair and teeth , I drifted into a deep sleep.

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