A Hidden Love

These Words (Chapter 9)

~Chapter 9~

"No" I hear from behind me and I couldn't believe who it is.

"Christian!" I hear Mia yell as she's running to him. "What are you doing here?" Mia and I ask simotaniously. "Well I came to visit my wonderful, beautiful and talented girlfriend. Her best friend too." Christian says as he smirks. "Im glad your here, this is Kian, Mia's and I bestfriend." I smile.

They shake hands and Kian then pulls me to the side and says "Why not tell him in your boyfriend?" I replied saying "Kian I don't want to give you that tag yet knowing things can go wrong." "I've given you the tag to people?!" Kian says in a angrily voice. I say "I'm just not ready." "You mean to tell me that those kisses, precious moments we had shared were just as friends cause I sure didn't think that.?!" Kian replies as he walks away. "Kian I didn't mean it that way.!" I tell him trying to comfort him.

I run after him and as I am he says "Bree just give me some space." I back up and head back to where I originally was. I then sit down on the couch and Sam sits next to me. "Give him some space, Ill talk to him. Everything is gonna be fine." I cry alittle as I hug Sam. He hugs me even tighter. As we're hugging he whispers in my ear it's gonna be okay. "C'mon wipe those tears away, someone as pretty as you cannot be crying and messing up their makeup." Sam says. I laugh a little as he hands me a tissue. "I guess your right" I reply. "If he does something stupid and lets you go then he really must be messed in the head becuase he is missing out and anyone will be lucky enough to have you." He smiles.

"Thank You Sam, it means the world to me." I hug him and stand up. "Lets go do something fun." I continue. "I have to on stage in a bit." Sam replies. "We'll be back in time for your time on stage cmon." I said as I grabbed Sam's hands and we headed out.

As we were heading out, we bump into a fan and she says "Where are you guys going?" "We're just heading out to get some space." I say. "With hands touching, mhmm sounds more like a date and while your dating Kian. Go right ahead fine by me but we both know that's considered a hoe." The fan replied. "You aren't really a fan, and I am disgusted by the way you act and who you are right now. Why are you even here if you aren't gonna give people the respect they deserve. I should call security but I'm not going to because you paid a lot of money and it would be a waste to get rid of something you paid a lot for!" Sam replied. "Cmon let's go Bree." he grabbed my hands and we headed out.

~Bree's P.O.V~

The fact the fan who means a lot to me. Who is the reason I'm even famous and got me here at Playlist call me a hoe hurt even worse how I was feeling. I didn't know how to react. I couldn't hear or see anything around me once I heard what she called me. Was it true? Am I really a Hoe?

On the car ride, I looked out the window thinking of what she called me. "She doesn't mean it. It's not true, your nothing compared to that. Don't let one person bring you down." Sam says to break the silence. "I mean isn't it true. No offense but I'm here out with you when I should be over there trying everything I can to fix things between me and Kian." I replied as I looked at him. Sam parks to the side and says "Bree......I'm tired of waiting, I screwed up once I'm not screwing up again." "What are you talking......" I'm interrupted by Sam's lips against mine. I want to let go but it feels good.

Sam has his hands on my hips as mine are on his cheeks as were towards the middle. Sam then pushes my head toward the window so I'm in a way laying down. I then move my hands to his neck. As were kissing, the car starts to get hot so he takes of his shirt breaking the kiss for less than a second.

He then takes mine off leaving me with only my bra and shorts. He has his hand on the strap about to unlock it but they call Sam having to break us apart.

"Hey dude where are you? Were on in 10 and have you seen Bree?" "Shit Playlist, I forgot!" I say in the background. "Are you wit......" Kian says when's he's interuppted by Sam. "I'll be there in a bit I just went to grab Starbucks but I'm on my way. " Sam hangs up the phone. Sam then puts his shirt back on as I put on mine.

"That was great, we'd have to finish it next time." Sam says as he's driving. "Are you kidding I almost had sex with you when I'm in a relationship.! Kian isn't gonna forgive. Worst were gonna not be together anymore. I really am a hoe!" I Say. "Okay look it's my fault but you didn't let go so that must mean you liked it huh?" He said as he smiled. "Maybe." I replied. "Looks lets keep it a secret, like that your relationship doesn't ruin and we are the only ones that know. " Sam says. "Only you and me know. " I replied. Sam nodds and we arrived at Playlist. We run backstage and we make it on time.

"Where were you guys?" asks Kian. "I just came from the restroom, I don't know about Sam." I reply as I rolled my eyes to Kian. "Like I said I was at Starbucks." Sam answers. "Where's the Starbucks?" Asks Kian with one eyebrow lifted. "I gave it to a fan. C'mon we have a show to do." Sam says as he grabs Kian's shoulders and leads him to the the stage. As they are walking Kian looks back at me then down.

Once the boys finished I told them how good they did except Kian. He then comes up to me and says "Look I exaggerated. I don't know why I was overly dramatic about you not being ready to give me the tag and I completely understand. It takes time. I do know one thing for sure I don't want to loose you. " I smile, wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him. "I swear you kill me." Kian says as we laugh together. We then fill in the gaps between our fingers and walk to where the boys were. Once we walk in, Sam has his eyes on our hands and I let go.

I sit next to Sam as Kian is talking to his friends. I look around and see Mia and Cristian make out and I laugh. "So you guys are back?" Sam asks. "We never really ended." I respond. "I kinda want to finish what we started." Sam says as we both laugh to his comment. "Look you may not think so but somewhere inside you want to finish it too. Just remember no one will know but you and me." He stands up and leaves. Kian then fills in the empty seat. I smile at him. We hold hands and lay back.

As were laying I think about the feelings these two boys give me. They are completely different but both make me feel like I'm in heaven.I don't know much but I do know that I love the way they make me feel and they don't even have to try.

Once playlist is over, all the YouTubers head on stage and we say goodbye to the fans. Once we finish Kian, Cristian, Mia and I head to eat at IN N OUT. Once we finished we headed to our hotel. I kissed Kian goodnight and we headed or separate ways to our rooms. Once we arrive at our room Mia kissed Cristian goodbye and he headed to his room he got that same day he arrived. Mia and I changed into our PJ's and fell asleep because tomorrow was gonna be a long day because of DisneyWorld. I couldn't wait.