The Shy Girl And Soccer Player

Chapter Thirteen

*2 months later*

I'm only like four months pregnant now and it's a girl. I hope she has Xavier's eyes. That would look so cute. Well she's obviously going to be cute me and Xavier are her parents. I'm honestly scared.

"Babe what you thinking about?" He said rubbing my stomach.

"Huh? Oh just the baby," I said watching TV.

He kept rubbing my stomach which makes me feel really good about all this. He stood by my side which is amazing and I love him. Only five more months to go, this is so scary. I never would have thought of being a mother at 17 with a GPA of 3.5. I wanted to be a mother after college when I have a job, at twenty five years old. But hey it is what is it.

*3 days later*

I went bike riding down the street with Stacy like we always do, till I hit a bump and fell off my bike and landed straight on my stomach. All I felt was several pains through my stomach.

"Lex are you okay?" Stacy said getting on her bike. "Do you want me to take you to the hospital?"

"Yes please," I said looking at her.

She helped me up and took me back to my house and drove me to the hospital.

They gave me an ultrasound and told me I had a miscarriage, the baby died. After that news my life was different. I didn't know what to tell everyone or even Xavier, he'll probably be so mad at me because of this.

I went home and cried. I could feel my stomach get smaller every moment a tear dropped down my cheek.

I woke up and went downstairs and told my parents, they were devastated so was Lucy.

I went over to Xavier house and told him what happened. He was sad but he was angry.

"No Alexis you have to be kidding tell me you are kidding " he said pacing back and forth.

"No, no I'm not kidding. I'm sorry. I didn't know there was a bump on the road,"

"Alexis I know it's not your fault but our baby is gone," he said sitting down on his bed.

I didn't know what to do or even say but sorry. I couldn't go back to yesterday and stop myself from bike riding with Stacy. If I knew there was going to be a bump on the road I wouldn't have went on the path I was on.

"Umm I think I should get going, I'll talk to you later,"

He didn't bother to say bye or even look at me.

I got home and just watched TV, I didn't feel like eating or doing anything tonight besides watching TV.

My life is ruined. I can't believe why all the bad things happen to me. No one my age understands how it feels to lose a baby that's inside of you. Especially when your like a few months away from delivery. I'm scared if I try again something might happen again. What if Grieg comes back? What if I don't know happens to me or my family? I just wish this didn't happen to me.

I soon went upstairs and stripped down and changed into my pajamas. I went on my phone and just watched YouTube and soon fell asleep.

My dreams were all about the baby and Xavier. I know I will probably be with Xavier. But the baby on the other hand may not. Having this baby was the going to be the best thing in the world for me but maybe this wasn't my time.

Hey I hope you guys like this chapter I know that it's short but please vote and I'll see y'all so bye lovely's.