SPICE(Miku/Rin version)

Spice chapter 3

It's been weeks some I've seen Rin. On the way to school She'll take a whole different route just to avoid me. She won't even speak to me in any of the classes we have together. It hurts me so much. I feel like the most awful person on earth. I hurt Rin so badly. she's really hurt over this an all because I wanted a quickie. I'm just a dirty fucking slut.

Well Len is the only person in this world that is even talking to me. That's over Exaggerating I have other friends but Rin is just so important to me even after months of her being vigilant towards me she still means so much to me.

Sighing And grabbed my stuff. I walked to school not bothering to wait for anyone. Did I mentioned I refrained from having any sexual contact with anybody? Yea I have and still am. If I were gonna rin's heart back or even friendship for that matter I'm gonna have to change even if my body aches for more. As long as I can get her in back in my life then I won't need it anymore.

"Hey Meeks what's up!"Teto said as she trotted next to me happy as can be. "Hey."I said wearily not wanting to speak to anyone or bring anybody down. Teto not taking the sign she tilted her head "so what's with you and Rin? Is she made that you broke up with Ruko?"she questioned squeezing my hand. "Oh please Teto she hated Ruko."I replied giving Teto an "are you serious" face.

"What is so wrong about me and Ruko dating?!"I said to Rin and she just crossed her arms. "Maybe because Ruko is a fucking maniac and doesn't deserve your time."she spat at me. I froze and then she inhaled and took a deep breathe. "Listen...sorry but..."she apologized hiding her face. I hugged my distressed friend. "Listen Rin...just let me handle this part of my life myself."I told her and she stayed quite. I couldn't tell if she was crying or not. Nobody really liked Ruko but I found Ruko somewhat charming. Well not more charming then Rin. But still.

No scratch that last sentence I don't anymore. Ruko reminds me too much of Teto(if she were evil and emo looking) and I cannot date Teto basically sister.

Teto sighed. "Well I'm gonna find out what happened and when I do I'm gonna...uh...I don't know...help you two out?"she mumbled and ran off to her cousin Ruko and the new kid fukase.

I walked towards my locker and let out a small gasp as slut we written in big print on my locker. "Wow totally gonna make my day."I mumbled and wiped it off with a tissue I had. Grabbing my binder and I closed my locker walking to my first period of the day. I bumped into Oliver who showed me his pet spider. His name is Oliver jr. He's creepy looking but I couldn't help but awe at the small sailor hat he had on what a cutie!

My mind overflowed with thoughts of Rin and ways to try to get her back. My heart aching and I didn't even preform very well in any of my classes. The dawn words buzzed in my head.

I really screwed up.

Big time.

An idea popped in my head as the bell rung dismissing our last class for the day.

I'm gonna confront her! And do this maturely!

I ran out and quickly went to my locker putting my stuff away. I avoided Teto and the rest of my friends and ran out the building waiting for Rin. After waiting for a couple minutes I noticed my target.
Bingo!
Before I went any closer I noticed she was Getting an awful lot close to...gumi?!

I stalked them and my heart broke into a million pieces as soon as I saw what I saw. Rin was kissing gumi. Tears started to form in my eyes as I ran home.

"Rin have you ever kissed anyone?"I asked asked a 12 year old Rin. "No."she said as she fixed her glasses laying on her bed reading a book. She was obsessed with that dumb series about cats I only read the comics but I don't get what even is going on. I smiled at her"Since we are close may our first kissed with each other? Well only if you want I mean I hair wanted to do this since I trust you and stuff"I asked her hiding my face as my harmonies were being looney. Her face went red "uh."she said not knowing how to respond. I sat next to her on her bed "we don't have to but just forget that thought"I said and laughed a nervous laughter. she giggled giving me a smile. "Let's do it."she smiled and i held her hands. We slowly inched closer and our lips met. It was awkward yet exciting. I felt a thingle through my spine. Rin pulled away after a minute. "Dang..."she mumbled. I was smiling like an idiot and she just sat there with a "did I really do this?"expression. I stole her first kiss and it felt good.