SPICE(Miku/Rin version)

Spice chapter 5

"Miku I can't."she said trying to leave. Not this time. I grabbed her arm."Why?"I asked her and she looked over at me. "Miku I already have a girlfriend...you know that."she mumbled. "But Rin..."I mumbled I felt as if I were gonna choke. "Miku I'm sorry...but we can still be friends?"she said as a fake smile formed on her face. I stayed quite and nodded avoiding all eye contact.

First time I've ever been friend zoned. And by my true love hah funny.

She gave me a hug and then ran off. I didn't bother to move. Too distraught over what happened.

I was alone.

I broke down once again. When will my tumoil end?!

Rin POV:

As much as I wanted miku my gut told me not to. Making that excuse though hurt me but not as much as it must of hurt her.

I feel horrible but I just don't want a heartbreak.

But on second thought maybe she has changed? I don't know and I really don't wanna worry about that right now.

I walked into the party and everybody was sitting around watching people sing karaoke. I looked around for gumi but no sign of her anywhere. Gachapoid was knocked out on the couch.

Not wanting to wake him I sat on the couch right next to him and watched the my brother and Kaito duet.

After a while I started to feel hungry so I went into the kitchen. walking into the kitchen and I heard moaning. Curiously I walked over and I saw gumi and IA making out!

"Oh uh I'm sorry.."I apologized. "oh my god Rin I'm so sorry!"she exclaimed. I didn't even reply I ran out.

"I fucking hate everything!"i exclaimed and walked home alone. I wanted comfort in someone I longed for it. But I know damn well that isn't happening. I broke her heart just now she probably doesn't want to see me right now.

My feelings started to pile up and I fell to my knees crying. I broke. Once again. I felt someone embrace me.

"It's gonna be ok.."a sweet voice said.

"Miku?"I asked and she pulled away smiling tears welled in her eyes. "You saw what happened?"I asked biting my lip and she shook her head. "But I heard you yell and I got worried so I followed you."she said her arms still around me.

She gazed into my eyes and I couldn't help but smile. "Miku I'm sorry.."I aplogized as a tear rolled down my cheek. "I broke your heart earlier but I was confused and honestly scared...But I know now where my heart lies.."I smiled at her and she smiled back. She leaned in for a kiss and-

I woke up

"Where am I?"I asked rubbing my forehead. Was that all a dream?!

"Ah Rin you're awake, you passed out on the couch near gachapoid."Len said as he was picking trash off of the ground. "Is miku here?"I asked and he shook his head. "I thought you would of known you both went outside together."he stated picking up stuff from the floor. I looked down feeling guilty.

"Where's gumi?"I asked as I stood up to help. "She went home early too."he stated.

Did everybody just leave?! My mind was still stuck in that dream. Why did I ever dream that?! Especially with gumi. But yet would she do that? Will she do that?! Feeling ill I laid back down on the couch and curled into a ball.

I wish miku was with me. I really could use some contact from her right now. What am I thinking like this? I'm supposed to love gumi! But deep down do I even love her?! She's a good friend but I can't see the future with us together.

It's all built on guilt and a stupid crush I had on her back when I was in middle school. i wish I did t rush into a relationship.

"Hey Rin who do you like?"gumi asked over the phone. I sniffled "isn't it obvious after what happened today it's Miku?! Why do you wanna talk about love at this moment?!"I told her over the phone and she sighed. "Geez Louise Rin I was just gonna ask you out cause I like you ding dong."she said giggling at the end. I froze and my heart started pounding. Did she just? How do I respond?! "Don't be a dweeb is it a yes or no."she said and I inhaled. Do I feel the same? Well in middle school I did but now I don't know. She still cute so why not? "Yes."I responded.

I felt regret pang in my chest. My headache got worse. "Hey Len I gotta clear up my mind I'll be home if you need me."I said and he nodded helping Teto clean up the place. I left the center and let my mind wander.

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SORRY FOR THE HIATUS! I got caught up doing other things :,>
But now Im back on track! Im also on vocaloid amino B> my user is ⭐️scarthewolf⭐️ I'm the owner of the mikurin chat and it's super active
Anyways hoped you enjoy this chapter
Next chapter is the last one :>