Chapter 5 : 2 months

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I'm two months today. If people didn't know if I was pregnant or not, they'll definitely know now, my stomach is huge. Ryan has stuck to his word and helped out. He bought baby clothes and a new crib for our daughter. I really respect him for that. Ryan's coming with me and my mom to the ultrasound appointment.

"Micah, your baby's doing just fine. She's healthy and growing." Dr. Lang said as she rubbed the green jelly on my tummy. I cant help but smile. Ryan on the other hand, sits in his chair texting and playing Candy Crush. I get really pissed. He doesn't even hear what the doctor says. My mom sees my face and as soon as we get in the car, she talks to him 

"Look Ryan, I know how hard your trying to be a father, but you can't keep texting your little friends when your with Micah. And once this baby comes your really gonna have to step it up. You can hang with your friends later, Micah and the baby is your main priority." Mom is really cracking down on him.

Ryan just nods his head and continues to text, some people never learn. As soon as we get home Ryan leaves to meet up with some friends to play basketball. I literally run to my room and cry myself to sleep.

"Hey honey, are you ok?" Mom asks. she has taco bell in her hand.

"Yea. it's whatever. I'm tired of his bullshit." Mom hands over my food. God I love my mom.

"I know baby, you have me & the twins. that's all you need"

I shrug my shoulders & my mom tells me she has a date and the twins will be at Uncle Wills house, so I'm home alone. I call Sienna to see if she wants to come over but she's hanging with her boyfriend. Hmph. Whatever.

*****RYANS POV*****

Micah is always crying or upset with me. I don't what else to do. I know I still love Micah and Lily but I don't know. Lily hardly gets mad at me but Micah is always crying over nothing. I don't know. I call my homie, Nick to see if he wants to go get wasted and high. I need to clear my mind.

Only 5 minutes later I'm high as a kite and really drunk.

I really needed this. I see Micah at the gas store. She's buying some snacks. Our eyes meet, but I walk straight pass her.

**** MICAHS POV ****

What did I do wrong? Why did Ryan just walk straight passed me? I'm just not understanding. I'm trying my best to keep my head up, but i can't. This is so hard. Being a young teen mom. I'm basically single right now. I can't handle being 14 and Ryan doesn't even want to help.

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