14 & Pregnant

Chapter 6: 5 months

I'm five months pregnant with my baby girl. I've decided to name her Kamyra. That's my final decision. I've been taking online classes because I get really tired and my back aches bad! So I signed up for it. Honestly it's better than regular school. I do miss all the rumors though. Sienna sometimes tells me the drama update which is always funny. Sienna said she says she misses me, we haven't really talked in like 2 weeks. I don't really wanna be bothered with anyone. I just want Kamyra to be here already!. When mom told the twins about my pregnancy, they were happy then flipped out cause they were gonna be aunt and uncle. it was hilarious.

My phone rang "Versace Versace Medusa Head On Me" It was Ryan.

"Hey Micah. Can we talk?" I haven't talked to Ryan since I was two months. Yeah crazy right.

"Um I dont know Ryan, you wanna go get high and drunk with your bogus ass friends go ahead. I'm over all your BS. Fuck you. I dont need you nor do I need anyone except my family. Go be with that hoe Lily. I mean wait, you got her pregnant at 14 just like me so does that mean im a hoe to? ight whatever. like I said fuck you and go try to be a dad to lily's baby cause me and Kamyra sure in the hell don't need you. I dont wanna be known as the girl Ryan got pregnant and he left her but she wont let go of him. so bye".

I hung up.

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Its Saturday night and I have nothing to do, so i guess I'll order pizza and watch movies with twins. I swear if nobody got me they got me! I bet they're gonna be great uncle and Auntie. I actually can't believe that I will have my baby girl with me in four months. Im so happy.

Me and the twins sleep all cuddled up on my queen size bed, we wake up to the smell of Bacon, eggs, chocolate chip pancakes and orange juice!! yum!

We eat as a family and tbh me being pregnant has bought this family together more. Before we were sort of distant. Like since we all have Galaxy s4 we basically spend our time on our phones but now mom set up family day and we have to eat together and talk about our day and i love it!!! Thanks Kamyra! Once we finish eating, I get dressed. I have pink Hollister sweatpants and a muscle tee that i made myself. Thanks to YouTube DIY'S. These things are the only clothes that fit. So that's why moms taking me to get some maternity clothes. eww.

My mom said i should try and get into some parenting classes.Which seems fine, but i dont want them judging me because im a young mom.

My mom tells me not to worry, there are lots of teen moms in the program. I guess that's okay. I have a doctors appointment today. I asked Sienna if she wanted to come, but she said no. She didn't say she was busy, just no. I get on Facebook and have messages from people that go to my school. One message is from a girl named Destiny. We've talked a few times, and she said this "Hey Micah. so how is ur preg? hope everything is well. we shud tlk more. but are u and Sienna friends still? cuz she goes around skool telling ppl your a hoe. i heard it frm her mouth. she said becuz u had sex at 14 and ddnt use a condom. i had 2 tell u. what kinda person wuld i b if i kept that a secret & u prolly never come bck to the skoo until a few months & i didn't want ppl 2 look @ u all weird & u dnt no nothing. txt me cuz im here 4 u bb." That message completely broke me. We were suppose to be friends and now im a hoe..? I decided to text Sienna.

"Um Sienna .. im a hoe? you live 2 houses down & you couldn't tell me that to my face? some friend huh. you were suppose to be there for me but i guess bestfriends forever is fake like you. i might be pregnant but at least im not having sex with every boy i meet "cause i have imperfections" but do you. i hope you dont have aids or HIV. who's the real hoe here? LOL BYE. & PLS PLS PLS DONT EVER CONTACT ME AGAIN. I DONT NEED THE FAKE PPL OR DRAMA IN MY LIFE ESPECIALLY DURING A TIME LIKEE THIS. "