idol + p.jm

one

"i will visit you every weekend." he murmurs as his breath hit my face that gives chill down my spine. he cups my cheeks with both of his hand.

"i will call you everyday."

"promise?" my voice cracks.

he leans his forehead towards mine as I shut my eyes.

"i promise." he whispers.

"promise me that you will never forget about me when you become an idol?"

"yes of course. why would i even forget about you? i love you so much. i can't do that." i can hear the sincerety peircing from his voice.

i just smiled despite the sadness inside me.

we stay still in this position, no one's talking, just feeling of the sounds of our heartbeats. i will miss him. i will miss his touch, his scent, his voice, his presence. everything about him.

seconds later i decide to pull away from him.

"you should go now. the taxi driver is waiting for you."

he slightly nods his head and grabs his luggage besides him.

he smiles at me.

i close my eyes when he gave me a soft kiss in the forehead.

"i love you jadee." he breaths out.

"i love you more jimin."

he gives me a one last tight hug before turning his back at me and pull his luggage with him. the taxi driver helps him carry the luggage as they put it at the back of the car.

before jimin can even hop inside the car, i call him. "jimin-ah!"

he turns around.

"i will miss you."

he sadly smiles as he mouths 'me too' before blowing a kiss. i waved at him as he hops inside the car. i just stare when the car drives until it's already out of sight.

he will leave busan so he can achieve his goals in life. i know this is what he wanted and i don't have the right to stop him from leaving.