idol + p.jm

three

                      jade's pov

their debut performance was broadcasted today and i watched it. i couldn't even more proud than i am right now.

i stared at him while he was performing. he seems so passionate and talented. i am so happy because i know this is his dreams. i'm happy because he can show and prove everyone what he have and what he can do.

i picked up my phone.

me: i am so happy for you jiminie!

me: i just want to congratulate you that your group finally debuted

me: you guys did great!

me: i miss you so much

me: i hope you're doing well

i sent him a text messages although i know i will not get a reply. i want to talk to him. i want to hear his voice so bad.

before i knew what i was doing, i am already dialing his number and i was going to turn if off before he answered.

"hello?"

my heart drops. i have missed this voice so much.

"jimin?"

"jadee?"

"how are you?" i ask,

"im good. how are you? i can always see your messages. im sorry i cant reply. my schedule got so tight lately and they don't allow phones here. i hope you understand."

"it's okay jiminie. i understand. i'm so happy for you. i did watch your performance"

"you did?"

"yes! i wish i can watch you perform live and-"

"im sorry jadee i have to go now"

i can hear some background noises. i heard someone called his name.

"okay jiminie i love-" before i can even finish my sentence, he already hung up.

i felt my heart shatter into pieces.

what did just happen?

we never hung up calls without saying i love you's. although i understand that he's so busy but can't he spend just three second to say i love you?

i tried to control myself and stay calm but my vision quickly became blur and a tear spilled down my cheeks.

i stiffled and wiped it off as i send him a text message.

me: i will always love you jiminie