lunatic | harry styles

ii

1/27/1993

dear sanity,

today i'm sad.

more sad than every other day, i guess.

i think it's because of you.. 

i want to know what it feels like to be normal.

what it feels like to be sane. 

unlike who i am right now.

i'm the opposite of sane..

i think i'm going crazy.

well, obviously.

but i mean. this is what it feels like, huh?

to really be crazy.

you know what, sanity?

i cry every night because of you.

because of how much i wish i was even remotely you.

something similar.

something exact.

something to prove to me i'm not totally insane.

but how could you possibly believe a person has his sanity, when he imagines the most unimaginable things, and doesn't even know the difference between fiction, and reality?

you can't, can you, sanity?

no... i suppose not.

-harry