lunatic | harry styles

viii

10/4/1994

dear lucy, 

the first time i saw you, you were so beautifully put together, so realistic, it still boggles my mind today as i remember how beautiful you were. but now that you're gone, i don't know what to do anymore, where did you go? you said you'd make everything better.

why'd you lie to me, lucy?

i loved you.

now you're gone.

who should i love now?

i don't think i know what love is anymore, lucy.

without you, i'm hopeless. 

please come back to me. 

i'm scared.

lucy, please.

i don't think i can live another day without you. 

you were everything to me.

you were the only thing that mattered to me in my life, and now you left.

i can't stand living when you're not right beside me, living with me.

so i guess this is me saying goodbye.

so... goodbye.

i just want you to know that i loved you.

please remember that i did. 

and don't forget it.

because this is the last time i will be talking to you. 

goodbye, my love.

-harry