Crying Stars

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Don't you see it?

You're breaking me

Those words we said

Those impossible dreams

They are burning my mind

They are killing me

I keep thinking of that smile you gave

I keep thinking of the day you left me

I won't stop remembering the shame I felt

Or the pain you dished

I can't get out of this pit of depression

And I won't get everything I wished

But the day you got ill

It was me who tried to kill

Those voices you planted in my head

With a razor and a bottle of pills

People see and don't understand

They honestly don't get what we had

Maybe I worshipped our relationship

Maybe you actually didn't care

But I fell for you in all the wrong ways

And you despised me with so much hate

I wish I had some words to say

But you took my breath away

With the sickness and the hate and the pain you gave

I don't know why I fell

Or why you're killing me

Part of me says I deserve it

The other says I don't

But I think we can both agree

What's done is done

And what's over is over

So let's please move on

And even if we are turning separate paths

I'll secretly hope you always remember me