Don't you see it?
You're breaking me
Those words we said
Those impossible dreams
They are burning my mind
They are killing me
I keep thinking of that smile you gave
I keep thinking of the day you left me
I won't stop remembering the shame I felt
Or the pain you dished
I can't get out of this pit of depression
And I won't get everything I wished
But the day you got ill
It was me who tried to kill
Those voices you planted in my head
With a razor and a bottle of pills
People see and don't understand
They honestly don't get what we had
Maybe I worshipped our relationship
Maybe you actually didn't care
But I fell for you in all the wrong ways
And you despised me with so much hate
I wish I had some words to say
But you took my breath away
With the sickness and the hate and the pain you gave
I don't know why I fell
Or why you're killing me
Part of me says I deserve it
The other says I don't
But I think we can both agree
What's done is done
And what's over is over
So let's please move on
And even if we are turning separate paths
I'll secretly hope you always remember me
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Crying Stars
PoetryI'm sorry you're my flower In my toxic garden I meant to feed you water But all I poured was poison ●○● A collection of poems from me to you.