This morning I had an nightmare it looks real but it is. I screamed only thing I didn't was just starring at the mirror. And it cracked 😔. I called mom and she hugged me for the first time and just looked at me. We went to the therapist and he didn't listen our cared what I said but giggle. I started to cry a bit and called mommy to get me out of that room. I went to the mental hospital to lay down to get a shot on my arm. They strapped me down and it hurt so bad. Imagine a 12 inch needle going in your skin. I screamed. We was done. I glared at the women and she got up and looked in a box she opened it. I starred at the box and it closed. She looked at me and the box. Me and my mom left the hospital. While they was laughing and insulting me and my mom. It was my first time seeing my mom cry. I really want revenge. But that's for later. I never felt this insulted berfor. When I became emo in the age of 10 I been insulted a lot but this is different insult. We went home and i want to change my looks. But I'm still emo though.
