Cruel love

Tough start

"Sooo this is where you masturbate eh?"

"Ewwww No! Phil at least keep it classy!"

"Hmmm wanna try something hot?"

"Oh please, keep your fantasies to yourself. In case you haven't noticed not every body is as sexually active as you"

"You know you want to graaacee..."

This has been going on since the last half hour or so I guess, I think he's just testing my patience now. That last part accompanied a wink and of course his usual smirk.

"Phil seriously? can't you be serious for one effing minute?"

"You know what's your problem Grace? you're too serious. Always. You gotta learn to live, to have fun, to make mistakes. You gotta learn to live your life y'know?"

"Oh and as if you'd know a lot about me and my life right?! I think I have some useful info for you dude, I have been there, done that and look where it got me! It just made me a freakin' stuck up who has absolutely no friends and who's known widely at school as 'that slut'. Yeah thanks but no thanks, I've lived plenty and suffered too!"

I got up from the bed to leave but he held my arm and turned me around to face him.

"Things change Grace, history might be repeating itself but how will you know what future holds until you see ahead?"
His breath itched on my nose and I looked up to see him in the eyes, those dark intense eyes had real concern, no jokes, no mock insults, not even the famous charm, just pure concern. Was he really concerned about me? But why? His grip tightened on my arm and it was only then that I noticed how close we really were, his lips were just mere inches away from mine and there was this funny feeling inside of me, that I remember having felt for some guy I wouldn't wanna name now of course, all I could think about was how close his lips were and how inviting they seemed, how full and pink they were. I would just lean in for a second and i'll be in heaven... mmmmm
"Owwww! what the heck is wrong with you?!" I shouted at him as he released me and I fell back on the bed. Seriously trust him to spoil the romantic mood. Wait what? when did I start having romantic feelings for Phillip Grayson?? nonononono this must be just the lack of sleep messing with my brains of course that has to be it!

"Am sorry I just had to do that! you were onto me! and of course I wouldn't have minded it if a sexy lady like you would wanna be on top of me but I'm no monster, I don't take unfair advantage if girls"

Remind me again why I know this person? He doesn't even have that much decency to hide or cover his smug grin bloody ass!

"Don't annoy me otherwise I swear I'll pour acid on you!"
Woah acid? that's the best I could come up with? aww shit, I think I need to search for better punishments for people or something.

"Graceeee.. this conversation is anyways not over yet.."

Huh? oh noooo!

"What do you want Phil? why bug me all the time?"

"I just wanna know what happened. what made you this way? and don't try to deny it Grace, I can see through people and things pretty well. So spit it out"
I sighed from where I was sitting and looked up at him.
"Sit down Phil, we'll discuss it but trust me you don't wanna know the whole thing"
Even though I don't care what a total nutcase like him thinks about me I want to maintain my dignity so I'm not going to tell him the whole truth of course.
"Fine but give it a shot maybe?"
He came and sat next to me. I shook my head and started.

"You know Jeff Patterson don't you?"

"Yeah,the quarterback. what about him?"

"Well, he is my ex boyfriend. And he cheated on me"

"Oh. So it is needless to say that that is why you broke up?"

I looked down to stop the tears from flowing down and continued..

"Yeah"

"Tell me Grace, what did he do?"

I looked in the distance as all the unspoken memories flooded back to me.

"It was a perfect day, we had even planned a date at the beach for the evening and later at night he was gonna come to my house for a movie, I was totally alone that day. So after school got over I was waiting for him in the parking lot. It had been quite a long so I just kept on waiting, knowing that coach Prescott keeps his best players practicing for long I could expect that so I just waited some more. Finally Jeff came and he was not looking very happy, rather frustrated"
A tear ran down my cheek and I quickly wiped it not wanting Phil to see it, because the truth is there's a part of me that beaks into a million pieces every time I think of Jeff and what he did to me. I continued..

"He came close to me and said 'Grace am so terribly sorry I can't believe I'm doing this now but.. coach wants me to stay in some more for practice am so so soooo sorry grace!I'll swing by your place at night or something' I was really annoyed at that and just when I opened my mouth to speak he covered it with his and started kissing me so passionately and roughly that after a while it just hurt and the way he held me, it was so tight that I had to push him away 'What the faah Grace!' He yelled at me and I yelled back 'Jeff that hurt real bad! are you insane?!' We started shouting and I told him about the million girls that follow him 'Jeff mind your language! do you even know how many times I have to suffer because if those stupid bimbos following you and you don't even know about them! I fucking hate it! I always have to compromise for you while you get to sit back and enjoy all the shit that people give you! It's not very nice you know!' This led to a huge fight between us and when I couldn't take it anymore I just turned around got into my car and left"

Now the tears were flowing freely and uncontrollably it was getting embarrassing now. It's like every time I'm Around Phil my tears don't just stop and trust me I do not cry this much.
"I tried texting and calling him that night but he never replied so I left it and the next day I went to school thinking We'll kiss and make up like always but what I saw made me feel sick to my stomach which was, candy and Jeff making out in the hallway and everybody gaping at them. I couldn't control it I just went to them and cleared my throat, after what seemed like forever they parted their lips to breath and all I could think about was how could anybody kiss for freaking fifteen continuos minutes? At that moment a million things ran through my mind, Jeff cheating on me?candy making out with my boyfriend?The proud look in her eyes as if to say 'achievement unlocked' it made so angry I slapped her across the face and all Jeff could muster up was a 'Hey!' I wanted to shout at him and hurt him but at that moment my body had just gone numb. My brain was telling at me to move, to leave, to do something but I couldn't, I just couldn't do anything..."

I hadn't noticed this but Phil had come extremely close to me and was now rubbing his hand on my back and as much I hate to admit it, it was damn true, it felt so good. His one hand moved up and down my back and the other was wiping my tears. Wow when did he become so nice? Last time I check he was still the annoying jerk how come so much change?
"Shhhh it's okay Grace.. I'm here, it's gonna be just fine"

I kept my head on his shoulders and stayed there for sometime.

"Grace?"
"Mmhmm?"
"I think you should know this... you're getting snot on my favorite T-shirt.. and I think you should get up from there now"
I quickly jumped up and punched him in the chest that jerk surely deserves it! It was my fault to ever trust him.
"Owww!"

"You know Phil earlier I was like the queen of this school but after what happened I just stopped being with all these popular people. I became friends with keely and Jordan who supported me in every little thing and this is exactly why I changed. "

"I understand grace I totally do"

I think it got pretty late that time because I was laying on the bed and Phil was sitting next to me singing some random gibberish and I was laughing! yes you read it right I was actually having a good time with this jerk of a person! Infact I think I fell asleep pretty soon after that since the last thing I remember him doing was giving me a Kiss on my forehead and saying "Goodnight little kitty, things are gonna change soon"



A/N: okayyy! :D what do you guys think?? And I know I know there's not much about keely and her kidnappers but there's a lot about her in the next chapter :D so who do you think would suit as Grace? And Jeff? ;) anyways happy reading!