3 months.
It's almost the end of football season, the snow becomes thicker and my mind becomes better.
I soon to forget about the shitty things that has happen during these recent years, and I'm done overthinking it.
I've changed a couple of things, my hair and my skin. Blonder and more ink. Aunt Marie didn't care anymore, she just cared about being there for support, health, and problems.
It was the last game day, and I'm nervous.
It was a Friday, every Friday the whole school celebrates and goes all out. There will be pep rally's, that I mostly ditch and go to underneath the bleachers and let a drag out, or maybe take a girl once awhile to snog her face and make her leave like I use to.
Pep rally
"GIVE IT UP FOR OUR FOOTBALL TEAM", COME SUPPORT TONIGHT AND SHOW OUR RIVALS WHAT WE GOT "
Cheerleaders chanting and people mocking them. As for me, I slowly made my way out of there, walking my way to the bleachers. When I got there, I noticed someone was there already.
Harry.
"Can I help you?"
"No I'm good sweetie" he turned and smiled at me.
There was an old piano and he was behind it sitting where the back of head was facing towards me.
He got up and pulled his pants up and buckled his belt.
As a girl stood up from Underneath,
"Your good to go Maggie, thanks for the help" as she smiled and left.
"What did you need?" He said as he crossed his arms.
"I-I uh this is my spot"
"Don't see a name on it" he smirked and leaned into the piano.
"S-so what we're doing with uh m-Maggie?"
"You know, she's just helping me out" he winked at me.
"What's your problem styles?" I said angrily at him.
"My problem? What about you? Mr. Stick up my ass, up tight about everything damn."
I went up to him.
Was he really saying that? I take my shit serious. My team. My rules. My way.
Harry grabbed me by the chin.
"Like I said, your so stubborn Malik and so hard to get to. That's one of the things I like about you"
He walked away.
I stood there, it felt like he read my mind. At times I felt like he had a crush on me, but on other hands I see him with girls around school.
I sat in the piano stool and I lifted three keys of my favorite notes on the piano discovering to find my weed and my paper. And I rolled a blunt, as I was lighting it up. I heard footsteps approaching towards the bleachers, I was inhaling and I hide it underneath my thigh, I didn't know where else to put it.
Knowing that there for sure will leave a hole in my pants and a burn.
And it turns out to be Harry.
"Hey I- holy shit it smells so strong" he plugged his nose and I coughed out the smoke.
"Are you fucking kidding me?"
I took it out underneath earning a burn on my thigh. And a hole on my jean.
That will defiantly hurt later.
And I sat on top of piano and he came close to me and I blew all the smoke to his face.
"What did you lose this time?"
I smirked, and I kept on blowing.
He came towards me , he was so close I could smell his cologne, knowing for sure it will turn out to be the smell of weed.
"Oh baby, I forgot you" he pouted his lips and grabbed my figure towards him.
I was confused, I was feeling like my was questioning 'should I continue?'.
Until he had his hand behind my hair and pulled my head close to his.
While I with the blunt on the side and him in between my legs.
My eyes were closed and his breathing was calm, his hand snaked around my thigh earning a wince of pain.
And he leaned closer, and nudged towards my neck. He started kissing it and started biting and pushed him off.
"What the hell? Is your problem?"
He had no emotion.
All he did was grab my blunt off my fingers and threw it to ground and smashed it with his foot.
"You should fix that hole on your Jean there love, that's what Maggie helped me with"
He brightly smiled, pointing towards the fixed rip he had on the waist band.
"Hey see ya around aye captain?" He was already out the bleachers.
What was going on with me, my palms were sweaty, I was letting him, I felt so...confused and angry.
What is he doing to me?
I'm weak under his arms.
I can not tolerate that, but I enjoyed it.
That night we won.
As the game finished and my aunt Mari accompanied me to see the game, won by 72-67. She came to congratulate me and said that she was tired and wanted to go home.
She left and I went back to the lockers changing, as I was about to leave all the boys entered. Saying that we should go out and celebrate, so we went and grabbed something to eat we are a diner and ordered pizza.
"Congratulations to my team, Undefeated for the whole season. Meaning we have play-offs and going off to regionals" I got some comments saying 'all because of our captain' and 'we have our secret weapon, you'
I left afterwards, I left them to enjoy the fun. I jumped into my hummer, and sat there until I finished the last drag of my cigarette. I sat there thinking, until I saw the manager turn the sign of open to close on the diner.
I turned on my engine, and I left to a mini-mart, finding a man and giving him money for what I need.
I sent a text to aunt Mari saying that I'll be at Nialls house, even tho he missed tonight's game because he was away at a two week cruise.
But I know where they leave the spare key at.
The man gave me the bag, and I drove off.
I noticed that a tattoo parlor was open, I parked and went inside. I walked out with a half sleeve on my left hand.
And a new story to tell Niall about the new tats.
I paid and left, I sat outside the building with my arm covered in a white small towel.
I took a long drag,
And I watched how the tattoo parlor a sign kept blinking until a far distance, I saw a man walking in his long coat rubbing his hands to keep the warmth going.
Once he reached where I can see his face clearly.
It was Liam,
"You know your not suppose to be here this late"
I was shocked, my only response was his name.
"Where have you been?"
"In and out of the country, I'm very sorry you know..I left without an explanation and I left him I hope he forgives me"
He looked at me,
"Come sit"
I patted beside myself, taking the snow the pavement.
He explain that he had family issues that constantly needed his help, as for working double, going back and forth to help his family.
I felt bad for him, but that wasn't a good excuse on leaving Niall just like that.
I didn't say anything.
"He huffed in the end, I'm very sorry"
"Liam don't sweat it, you had to do what you had to do"
I patted his back.
"I can't believe your here now, you know you missed a lot"
"I know, it's my last year, trust me I have been home schooling while doing it so I'm back on track"
I told him the story's of Niall and I adventure we had, as of bonfires which lead to Niall burning all graham crackers and eating the rest, throwing party's but him ending up at a local gas station talking to Debbie about politics.
"We also kind of made a new friend, he is also new"
"Harry styles" he lifted his eyebrow up.
"You know him?"
"He is my very good friend, he told me which school was the best, well indeed I told him here, and well here he is"
I was left surprised,
I whispered,
"Small world"
He chuckled,
"You have no idea"
