"Break-up"

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Yes, I remember it was 27th June. I was having my friend's word ringing in my ears again and again 'Will you marry her?' I kept thinking about it. While she was thinking of my present I was thinking of her future.
'Will my parents agree? What will she think if I leave her.' Thousands of questions were coming in my mind. I was knowing that even if anything happens my parents won't approve of  her and wouldn't agree. These things made me more tensed.
That afternoon around 3:00 pm she was in Viviana mall, Thane and I was at home. All these things came in my mind. And I don't know why but I called her. "Hello"
"Hello dear, what happen?"
"Where are you?"
"I am with my friends in Viviana mall. Why what happened?"
"I wanted to say something but don't know how to say"
"Say na Suraj, please. I'm waiting"
"Vish, we can't be together anymore"
Hearing this she was silent for a few moments and then she started crying. All her friends asked what happened. Hearing her cry my tears also started to  fell which I couldn't control.
I tried to make her calm but I failed.
When she came home back she texted me 'why we can't be together? Do u love me or not?'
I said 'That's not the reason dear...I love you a lot...but my parents wouldn't  agree for us'
'But they are educated na they will understand just ask them" she texted
I replied 'they won't.'
Seeing this she went offline. I called her  but she didn't picked the call. All this happen in a blink of an eye. Later, she fall ill. She didn't told me this but I came to know from her voice. I asked her to take medicine but she refused. This made me feel more guilty. But I thought when after a few years I would tell her this it would be more difficult for her to handle. She would also take me wrong for everything I did to her. I thought it's better to have little pain now rather than a major a years from now.
As time passed she became normal. We started chatting again. But then also she asked me for our relation but I  denied again. I remember it was 'Ganesh Chaturti' we planned to go for an outing. She told me to wear a blue colour shirt as she too was wearing blue. I liked the childishness in her. Days passed. I said her to be in a relation with someone else. She said 'you first be with someone.' We both were still feeling for each other. But one day I said that I liked one girl in my college. She was shocked. She asked me about her. I was lying about it all to her but is was for her good future. I thought she would meet some guy who would take care of her more than me.
From that day she stopped talking me. I too broke the connections. As far as I know, now she is in a relation with someone. I was not happy about this but for her I was feeling content. This thought me the first lesson of my life. That if you can't have her in your future then don't ruin her present.
I did the same.

This is my real life story.
Hope you guys would like it. My English is not better but will improve ahead as I am new in this field.
Thank you😃!!! Guys plz comment was I wrong? #wattys2016

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