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Why?

Unrapping from the hug. I looked Toby straight into his eye's. His beautiful chocolate brown eye's and asked him "Why?" He seemed to be taken back by my question. "What do you mean by why?" He asked me. He was confused. So I told him.

"I mean whh did you do it? Why did you do such a stupid thing? You could have gotten yourself starved or worse. What if you died!? What would I do. I already feel bad for doing this to you. I'm a monster... toby. I kill children, adults, teens, my best friend that I had from school, and nearly killed you." Then I kept mumbling things I was angry at myself.

He grabbed my chin to make me look at his face. I was on my knees between his legs sicne I broke out of the hug looking at my hands. "You are not a monster," He said to me and then continued "You are just a unique person. With the most amazing personality. Zabrina you are a beautiful being no matter what people think you are. You will always have me as a friend. No matter what. I promise." He said in a deep voice that made me want to squirm.

Something inside your mind clicked. Which made your heart beat faster. 'What is this that I am feeling!?' I thought. I didn't notice that I leaned in to kiss him, but quickly did it on his cheek. He acepted this and smiled. I blushed a slight color of pink and quickly grabbed my mouth gaurd from my neck and put it over my mouth.

"Toby? Can I ask you somthing?" I asked him "Zabrina you can ask me anything." He said soothingly "Why were you not afraid of me after I sent you an illusion the first time we met? Wh did you still speak to me? I mean I am glad you did, but why? When I was younger and I did the same to a class mate she bullied me. Her brother became by best friend and took all the fights for me." I said on the verge of tears. Then continued.

"He had friends that hung out with me and I was happy fir once at school. They didn't care because of Katy's brother (Caine) told them that I was a good person. My life still was cr*apy ,but when I was with my new friends I was happy. Katy blamed me for befriending her brother. She would make people beat me up. It all started because I embaressed her in first grade." I said with a sigh at the end.

"My thoughts on this is that I will befriend another and then would have to leave them behind again. Then later would have to kill them. What if that happens to our friend ship? Tiby what would I do?" I said with tears coming down my cheeks. "Its okay. I won't let that happen. Even if your past is bad. Mine us to so don't worry. You ar nit a monster" He said and pulled me into a hug. Then kissed the top of my head...

Hello how am I doing? Sorry if this part was all lovey dovey bu I mean hey why not! There was just ablot of depression so I changed the mood. Don't get mad. Please! Alright
Bubye!