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Broken

Clockwork and Toby were at eye level when Clockwork pulled Toby's shirt and kissed him...deaply and guess what. He kissed her back! Right in front of me. Ignoring the fact that I was there. I felt hurt, but not just emotionaly. I felt all types of hurt. I felt so much pain and agony. I was going to break flrightvthere in front of them.

'Why does this always happen to me?! I want to yell. I want to die. I want everyone in hell. But most of all I want to cry. What am I thinking? He doesn't deseve my tears. No this is what i get. This is what I get for opening up again. I knew I need help.' I thought. As I got up making noise.

Toby and Clockwork stopped kissing and looked at me. She seemed happy for what she has done. Toby looked at me with pain and hatred . Looking at him made me sad. Clockwork smiled at me starting to taunt me. Toby just sat there stareing at me with disbalif.

"What the hell are you doing here?!" He yelled at me. I was shocked on why he was so angry. "I have been here Toby, but you seemed to not notice me when you went to her!" I said angirly. I felt so much hate and sadness. "Well you should leave you...you" Toby drifted off. "Oh come on Toby don't be a wimp and tell her!" Clockwork demanded.

"...you monster." Toby finished that hit me right in the heart. I turned around and started walking away. Once i was at the door I turned to look at him. "I hope you burn (I gave him an illusion of fire around him) in hell!" I screamed and ran away.

I didn't know were I was going, but I know its far away from him and people. I wanted to go away. Simpily just disapear, but I have to go there one last time. But I need to cool off. So now I am on a rampage. Moving quickly, killing everything. People are animals, wild and visious. They don't care about anything, but survival.

That's what I hate. Actually I hate everything...now at least, but that's what I love. Pain, Sorrow, Saddnes, Anger, Fear, etc. You see I am broken, the only thing that kept me sane was the CP 'fam'. The voices have came back. I am not just crazy so you can't judge me. For this thing we call life is what I call survival.

We were born to die. Its just fear that brought me to you. I can sense that you are afraid, so I make you stop being scared by quickly ending it all for you. I mean I am doing you a favor. So untill we meet your deaths hour. I shall gain more power. Don't cry because you're going to die. You can shed your tears, but all you will see is your fears.

'I won't feel anything twords anything anymore. No not anymore. Cuz of what happened all of the other times. I swear to my knife, for if I shall fall again it will hurt.' I thought as I finished sliting a girls throat. "Now off again, but I need to go back." I said with a hidden frown and looked at the girls father. "Oh, but I'll be back. Untill then." With a glare at the father he passed out.

*menacing laugh enter here* 'So long.'

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At the Slender mansion (After Toby came back with 'Clocky')

"Where's my sister?!" Kiara asked Toby worried "She ran off." He repiled. Then Kiara saw that Toby's arm was around the girls waist. "What happened last night?!" Kiara hissed. "Ugh! Calm down. That little b*tch broke my dear Toby's heart. So I am here to help heal him." the girl said and kissed Toby's cheek.

"What the?! Does Zabrina know about this?!" Jeff said alarmed when he saw... "Holy mother of cow! Clockwork?!" Jeff yelled surprized that she was back. "So that's your name." Kiara growled. "Woah! Babe clam down a couple notches. Maybe this isn't what it seems like." Jeff said reasurring his girlfriend.

"Oh its excacally what it looks like." Clockwork remarked "You little -- where's my sister!!" Kiara demanded "The b*tch ran away when she finally saw the 'truth'." Clockwork said clinging onto Toby. "CALL MY SISTER THAT AGAIN AND YOU WILL REGRET EVERYTHING!" Kiara said in a deamond like voice. Not to mention shakeing the whole house probably wakeing everyone up.

"Your. Sister. Is. A... b*tch." Clockwork said slowly with hand movements. "THATS IT!" Kiara screamed as she tackled the girl to the ground. Suddenly the room went pitch black. You could hear screaming and silent but quick movements. When the room cleared and everyone could see again.

Kiara was by Jeffs side. Clockwork was on the ground bleeding. Toby ran twords Clockwork and pressed against her big gash on her chest. Then the door was kicked open to see Zabrina. "You are okay!" Kiara exclaimed and ran twords her sister embracing her into a hug.

"Hello." Zabrina said in a harsh voice. "Are you okay?" Kiara asked "Okay? I am great...at killing. *evil chuckle* but other than that Kiara I am broken. Now can you get off me I need to do something." Zabrina replied. Kiara let go and looked at her sister. "I can tell your hurting a great pain. So look what I did for you." Kiara said pointing at a body.

Two to be excact. Zabrina reconized them quickly and smiled. "I see that you did my thing I wanted to do. Well I am off. Bye" Zabrina replied as she turned around and gave a little wave. She walked to the door about to grab the handle when she instantly froze in her place.

"No...please don't die on me Clocky I need you. In matter of fact I love you." Toby said. "I-is something w-wrong love?" Clockworrk said in a faint voice. Toby hugged Clockwork close. Kiara and Zabrina turned twords Toby.

"Roses are red...
Violets are blue...
If I had a brick...
I would throw it at you!"

Both said in sinc obviously angry. Toby looked at them. When he did Kiara slapped him across the face...hard. Then Zabrina ran out of the room into the woods. "Look at what you have done! Not only are you a big a*s idiot, but you broke her!" Kiara yelled and ran out of the house following her sister.

Toby was just sitting there...paralized. Jeff, Masky, Hoodie, EJ, LJ, Jane, and BEN ran out the door following Kiara. Sally ran to get Slender. As they passed Toby they were discusted.

"What have I done?..." Toby thought

Read please!!!

Okay so I know that you may not be reading this, but the part that will happen next has some depressing things! So just be aware of that! Anywho I would really lime to knkw if I am doing good or not. I don't mean to sound pushy or anything, but I meanwouldnt you want to knkw if you were in my possision? (Did I even spell that right?!... probably not.)