He left me again.
I knew this would happen.
You stupid girl you did everything wrong.
You loved him but he didnt love you at all. Then again what even is love? Is it just a relevant term for lies? I guess i am incapable of love. I think i have known that for a while. I have just accepted it more and more as my pitifully dull and useless life has continued. I knew he would get bored and leave again just like all those times before. I never fucking think.
Everytime he says the same thing.
I don't think this is going to work out. Sorry. Bye.
He always says the same thing even though not 24 hours earlier he said he loved me. I guess thats funny. I guess thats the definition of humor. Well im certainly laughing. Im laughing my fucking head off while searching for all my methods of self destruction i have since given up when he was with me.
