A World Alone.

Chapter 3: Loose Ties

I ran down stairs tears blinded my vision (so did the dark) I went to the closet where we had all our winter coats.

What looked like a huge closet filled with coats was actually a huge storage room that only had three rows of coats.

I pushed my way through the coats trying not to make any of them fall. I got to the end, there was an open space big enough to lay down and be comfortable.

I had a sleeping bag, a water jug, a book series I never started and a flashlight.

I laid down and put my knees to my chest holding them. A couple of tears dripped down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them, I will not cry for that asshole.

I never thought he was like this, what kind of human being would get out of bed in the middle of the night and go finger they're best friend's sister while they were in the other.

After all my family has done for him.

We've let him stay at our house, gave him meals, rides to school and from school, we helped his family with money problems, we treated him as our own.

You would think that he would have some respect, him and my sister aren't even dating.

My views of Christian are not this same any more, I never knew he had this side to him, but who could blame him we all have that side, I have that side. But for him to do it with my twin sister in my own house is just unforgivable to me.

I can't say that I don't have feelings for him anymore, because I do, but now they're caked over. Things are sure as hell are going to be awkward tomorrow, and from here on out.

(Christians POV)

I awoke to a loud clattering sound, I looked over and saw that Noah was shivering like crazy he was huddled up into a ball shivering. I felt bad for him I don't know what came over me but I wanted to help him.

I got up and went to the closet where they have all they're blankets and towels. I got the blanket that looked the biggest.

I went back to the room and laid it on top of him, he still was clattering like a pack of beavers to fresh wood.

I got back under the covers and tried to sleep, but I just couldn't sleep it wasn't because of the clattering.

I felt bad for him, he doesn't deserve to be cold, an idea came to me.
I was hotter than the sun (no pun intended), maybe I could warm him up, just so that I could sleep I need my sleep. I awoke him and told him my idea, he didn't seem to go with it at first, but he was to cold to deny.

He turned back to his original position, I was hesitant at first but it was alright no one would ever know. I put my arm around his waist and pulled him close into me, his body was cold as ice.

He almost immediately stopped shivering, he looked so peaceful, I tried to pull him closer because close wasn't close enough. He was fast asleep, sleep overpowered me and then I drifted away.

"Chriiss."

"chris."

"CHRIS!"

I opened my eyes and saw Alex in staring down at me

"what's wrong."

"Nothing come here I want to talk to you. What are you doing?"

I looked down and remembered that Noah was still in my embrace. I unhooked my arms and got out of the bed and walked with Alex back to her room.

We walked in and she motioned me to her bed, I went and sat down.

"So what's up?"

"I need to know what we are?"

"what do you mean?"

She sighed and said

"Are we a couple, friends, friends with benefits."

"umm I don't know. What do you want us to be?"

"I want us to be a couple, I think we definitely have chemistry."

"Okay, Alex do you want to be my girlfriend."
Cheesy I know, but I guess she was right, but a part of me didn't want to date her.

"I thought you'd never ask."

She said as she hugged me, I then had the sudden urge to kiss her.

I pulled back and looked into her sweet hazel eyes and leaned into her lips.
I kissed her slow at first, after a while she returned the kiss. We then started to kiss harder and faster, she opened her mouth to breath and that's when I let my tongue flood into her.

She then pulled her shirt off her head and was only left in a bra and lace underwear, I was immediately set off, I could feel myself growing.

"Are you sure about this I asked?"

"I don't want to have sex."

She then leaned into my ear and whispered what she wanted me to do. I felt a sudden relief, at least I have some experience with this.

She laid back on the bed and shook her head that singled that she was ready.
I slowly pulled down her underwear and examined her area before I stoked my fingers in her slowly.
She jerked up a little and covered her moth, man did that get me. I didn't even know why I was doing this I should of just stopped this along time ago, but I wanted to feel manly again, especially for what I was thinking and doing in the other room.

"is this okay do you want me to stop?"

"no this is perfect."

I continued my doing, she was trying hard not moan her legs were spread open and lifted up.

I leaned over and started to kiss her again while still leaving my fingers in her.

Before I knew what was happening I heard a deep yell and I jumped and looked back and saw a startled Noah.

Before I could say anything he ran out the door, I tried to go after him but I looked down and saw my member sticking out. I couldn't go find him like this. I looked back at Alex who looked as just in shock as Noah was.

I tried to comfort her but she said to go, I walked out with guilt in the air. I had to go find him, I was fingering his twin sister in his own house half naked, wow I'm such an asshole. I looked down and I was still full grown, it would take
forever for it go down.

There was only one thing left to do, I went to the bathroom, pulled down my boxers and went to work.

After about 10 minutes I excited the bathroom, I now felt even more disgusted. First I finger his sister and then I finish myself off in the restroom.

I went back to the room where I was supposed to be asleep he wasn't there, I checked the closet, the living room, the loft, the kitchen, his parents room who have yet to return. Where was he? I looked everywhere again and again and one more time.

No sign of him anywhere, wow I really messed up. He never liked me before, he was always distant when I was around, whenever I tried to talk to him he would just look at me weird and walk away.

I finally thought he had a mutual tolerance for me, but now I'm back to square one, negative square one.