The Short Tempered Alpha

Chapter 6

"What about us."
"How what I said, it wasn't true. None of it was true."
" And you just expect me to actually believe that."
"Yes." He says with such a serious face and tone that it makes me think twice. Maybe he actually is telling the truth that he was lying. Haha. Isn't that funny he wants me to believe him even though he is admitting to lying to me. But if he is telling the truth why would he lie to begin with?
"Okay so, why did you lie to begin with if none of it is true?" I ask trying to understand him.
"Because Alijah as original as this sounds, I have demons and enemies. Both of which I want no where near you. You mean to much to me already that I don't want you hurt." He steps forward and takes my hand as he says all of this. Rubbing patterns on my hand which by the way is very distracting. I can see all the emotions changing like tiny flecks swirling in his eyes. The turmoil that he is going through is breaking my heart because I can feel the guilt. The regret. The desire but, I can't do anything about it.
" But aren't mates suppose to help each other through our demons? Aren't we supposed to make each other stronger to stand against our enemies?" I say all of this in one breathe afraid he'll walk away before I finish.
He takes my face in his hands and brings his mouth next to my ear.
"I want you no where near my enemies." He lets go of my face and steps away. I immediately feel the lose of his touch. He keeps stepping back and I realize what he's doing, he's trying to make a run for it. I run to him and throw my arms around his neck and plant my lips on his.
He reacts to me immediately sliding his hands over my hips grabbing my ass, pulling me closer in the process. He kisses me back roughly not that I'm complaining, I like it. He slides his tongue across my bottom lip asking for entrance and I give it.
I could say how the whole world stopped, that I didn't hear anything except for our frantic hearts beating, and there were tingles everywhere he touched. I wouldn't be lying one bit. Its all true, that is all happening at this very moment.
He pulls back for a second and stares at me with curiosity.
"Yessss?" I question.
"Do you have a tongue piercing?"
"Yessss..." I drawl it out not sure if it's good or bad that I have one. I mean everyone else I've been with has loved it.
" Interesting." Is all he said before pulling my face back to his and dominating the kiss.
I couldn't do anything except moan in delight. I move one of my hands down his chest to feel the hard plains of his chest. He groans and pulls me closer. I keep moving my hand south until I get to his belt. Damn of course he has to be wearing a belt. Nothing is ever easy, is it?
I started working on undoing his belt when he grabs hold of my hand to stop me.
" I can't. We can't." He says this as he backs away from me. His face is almost close to horrified. I look down at the ground so he doesn't see the tears gather in my eyes.
"I'm sorry Alijah."
I look up in time to see him running off and just before he gets out of earshot I yell.
"You really think you'll be able to resist this! What we just did, you think you'll be able to just walk away like it didn't happen! Like u didn't feel what I felt?"
He stops and turns slightly so I can see half of his face.
"No I don't, but it doesn't mean I can't try."