Me, Myself And Us.

people change...

"Pain makes people change..."

I know this first hand. It was like I killed my old, childish self.

I had lost the only thing that I really had left... my heart.

I may seem overly dramatic but I was already in a bad place.

Lemme just say he left me for my best friend.

Well technically we weren't dating but he had asked me and I told him to ask my dad.

What he told me was: "who likes me more, I like you way more but I wonna know who likes me more."

I felt so... unwanted.

So useless.

So after that I changed... for better or for worse. I changed big time.

May, my best friend, said: "you are more murderous than you used to be. Like less "sunshine and rainbows.""

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Now he's moved back home and he's now trying to be someone else... just like I was when he first met me.

He's in a bad place right now and I can't do anything. I'm just afraid that ill be the thing that puts him under. I don't wonna be that.

I know how bad it feels I don't want him to feel that way but at this point I'm stuck. I want to help him like he helped me, but I also don't wonna take the chance that I could be the thing that... I don't wonna be the eye of the storm.

I really don't k ow what to do. A few people have told me to talk to him... but that don't know all of the story.

I feel like I need to, but I also feel like if I do it could brake him.

What should I do?

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Hi peoples.

Ok so yes I do want you to comment what you think I should do.

I have some big news too!

This book has 300 views!!

I'm so happy!

This book has been my baby. I really didn't want to put this up but I really wanted someone to see what goes on inside this twisted head of mine.

Oh and I'm writing a song which I will put up when I'm done actually adding music and finish the lyrics!

But it's coming soon so be expecting it.

Ok bye my lovely!