Me, Myself And Us.

just a dream

"I was thinking about you, thinking about you, thinking about us, what we gonna be?"

Ok so I don't know if you even care or know who Christiana Grimmie is.

And if you do great. I just wanted to say that this chapter is for her. It's what she's taught me so far.

She recently passed away and the song up top (she is singing the female part) helped he realize that the sooner I wake up and realize that life isn't so bad the better.

(I know she may be dead but her lessons have yet to fade.)

And when she died it made me realize that life is short and there is no time to have regrets. Live your life to the fullest and have fun (but no too much fun 😊) I mean for the past year I've been sort of different from what I was before. Like I'm not all unicorns and rainbows I'm more dragons and grey and black.

I'm not as happy or as open as I once was I'm more reserved and I'm just all around sadder and madder then I used to be.

It's kinda sad now that I look back and see how much I have changed.

I mean yeah physically but also personality, the way I talk, the way I walk even the in my eyes you see a huge difference and I'm not so sure it's for the better.

I've been procrastinating all my life now all I have to do is wake up from this dream.

Now I'm not saying that everything will be ok and all my pain was just a dream. Cuz I know that it's not.

But I am saying that if your having a bad year or a bad month or a bad life, maybe it's cuz you've been sleeping it away and you need to wake up... before it's too late.

I know it's not easy. Trust me I k ow it's not easy. But you have to At least try.

You don't want to wast your life dreaming now do you?