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Chapter 10- jealousy?

It was a Thursday morning and I had just woke up, I looked at my phone at it was 5:00am, I new I wasn't going back to sleep so I just decided to get ready. I got up grabbed a towel and went to the bathroom, I took a long hot shower and got lost in my thoughts. Hansol hasn't text me today, that's strange he normally texts me every minute. I just brushed that thought off because it was stupid and pointless. I put on my music and did my makeup, put in my foundation then mascara and a little bit of lip gloss, I straightened my hair and let it fall over my shoulders. I it dressed into my denim high waisted shorts with my favourite with stussy tank. I was ready but it was only 6:00am. So I decided to text Hansol.
You: hey babe, I miss you :( why haven't you called?
Vernie❤️: oh yeh right sorry, but I'm with someone right now so can't talk bye, see you at school.
I was so hurt but I knew that it's nothing but Hansol with someone at 6:30am in the morning, I wonder who it could be?

I decided to walk to school with my close friend minghao, he came to my door at 7:15 so that we could walk together, I told him about Hansol and to my disbelief of minghaos response I just stood there speechless. " minghao? Hansol hasn't talked to you about anyone has he?" Minghao looked guilty and looked down at his small feet, " well, um he well don't ugh never mind y/n" I looked at him but he was still looking down so I grabbed his face in my hands " minghao, what is it? Why can't you tell me I'm his girlfriend?" Minghao looked at me with sorrow in his eyes he took a deep breath " y/n he has been with Isabel for Te past couples of days they have been together all the time and I just don't know why but I don't think it's anything" I clenched my fist in a tight ball as tears rolled down my rosy cheeks as I ran towards Te bridge where me and Hansol always went if we are sad, minghao came running after my and nested me in his chest as my cries became louder and heavier, I was just so confused on why he would be with Isabel when I'm his girlfriend that he says he loves, I know that it's all lies and that I am not o live anyone again as I only get hurt. Without thinking next I picked myself up and walked to hansols house, it took me about 10 mins and when I got there I pounded on the door no one answered so I opened it myself and went up to hansols room, I burst the door open to find Hansol there crying holding a photo of me, my heart shattered into a thousand pieces but I don't understand, why is he crying?
I walked over to him and sat on his bed by his side. "Y/n I'm so so sorry, I know what I did was wrong but I- I was just jealous, I was jealous of minghao" I looked at him confused and nodded for him to continue " you and him have been doing everything together and he loves you y/n, he would've asked you out if I didn't and I don't like that, so I thought that I would make you jealous so that you could realise that you should be with me more, but it was stupid cause I have only lost you and I understand if you want to break up and never talk to me again because of it. You would probably prefer to date minghao, you don't deserve me you deserve someone so much better" a few more tears rolled down my cheek at his kind words, I picked his face up in my small hands "Hansol why wouldn't you just talk to me about it? You don't understand how hurt I am right now, did you even consider our relationship or me?" He looked me straight in the eye " I'm sorry, this isn't the only reason I haven't seen you also I have been working 3 jobs" "Hansol, why?" He blushed as he spoke "for you, for your medication. Y/n I don't want you to leave me because of cancer I want to grow old with you so I need to make you better by paying for better treatments" at his words my lips immediately locks with his as I kissed him passionately and whispered "this is why I love you Hansol"
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