Everything Has Changed

Chapter 1

After our break up I suddey decided to go in US, hindi na nga ako nakapagpaalam sa mga friends ko e. My parents live in US because of their businesses. So to lessen these stressful heartbreak. I talk to my mom to give me a position in our company, para naman may pinagkakaabalahan ako at dun ko nakilala si Trigger Homme.

He give me the reason to love again. He's caring, loving lahat na ata ng magandang ugali sinalo na nya unlike zeke. Minahal kona si trigger at ayoko syang saktan. Nandyan sya ng panahong sobrang hopeless ako, nung wala akong kadamay dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko. Gusto ko na nga lang nun magpakalumod sa alak at the worst thing I want that time is to commit suicide.

---Flashback---

"Enough! I said enough!" Then he grabbed my drink. Gosh binayad ko yan. Bakit di ba sya bumili ng kanya. Pakielamero!

"What's your problem!? Huh!? I don't even know you so get lost! Don't be a meddler asshole!" Then i grabbed back my drink. Am I too harsh? Well that's your reward pakielamero ka kasi e.

"I can help you, tutulungan kita para makalimutan mo sya cass. Ayokong nagkakaganyan ka dahil sakanya, cass you know that I loved you simula nung makita kita dito sa company ng mommy mo. Everytime I see you crying and drinking a lot it's fvcking killing me, cass yuo deserve a better person! At wag mong sabihing hindi moko kilala. " I don't know pero sobra sobra parin yung sakit na nararamdaman ko. And here I am again starting to cry...... and cry. I can't really stop the pain.

"Better? A better person!? Are fvcking kidding me!? Ano bang alam mo!? Sino kaba sa akala mo para pagsabihan ako!?" Gusto ko lang maglabas ng sama ng loob! Sinungaling ako kung sasabihin kong hindi kona sya mahal, na hindi kona sya namimiss, fvck! I really need him, i really love him. Why the hell he left me with such a stupid reason!? Erase! Wala pala syang reason!

"I'm sorry! Nandito lang ako Cass, hindi ka naman nagiisa e. You can trust me, we can be friends just... just stop crying please, you need him? You want him? Right? Sa tingin mo ba babalikan ka nya kung makita ka nyang ganyan? Sa tingin mo ba babalik sya kung ganyan kana? Para kang babaeng nawala sa kulungan Cass" what!!!??? Naiyak lang ako sa mga sinabi nya. Sobrang nanghihina nako. I know im such nothing right now. Lagi nalang akong ganito.

I thought he was. I thought he is my prince and Im his princess. I still love him. Tama paba tong ginagawa ko?

"Cass I will help you. Don't worry Im always here, stop crying baby" then he hugged me so tight, i feel comfort and i feel safe with his hug. Siguro ito na yung time para maging masaya naman ako. Pagod nako sa araw araw na umiiyak ako. I need trigger to forgot zeke. I need him.

"Trigger I need you. I think you are right and I want to forget him please help me to do that" nahihilo nako marami na din kasi akong nainom. I hope tama itong mga desisyon ko because there is no turning back.

"I will help you cass so stop crying, lets go iuuwi na kita sa inyo, your mom is worried about you" I just nod and keep quiet hanggang makauwi na kami.

This is it, tomorrow is my new day and trigger will help me. Thankyou trigger. Sana di ako nagkamali sa desisyon ko. I will trust you on this.

"Thankyou" i said.

"Nah. Thankyou for giving me a change cass, dimo alam kung gaano ako kasaya ngayon. Wag ka ng iiyak okey. Goodnight" then he kiss me on my forehead. I was shock that time and feel uncomfortable so i just smile and say goodbye.

--End of flashback--

We're going back in the Philippines soon, and im happy to see my old friends and my cousins. Waaaaa i missed them so damn much! At ipapakita ko sa zeke na yan kung gaano ako kasaya dahil iniwan nya ko.

Now its time to give him a reward for the most outstanding stupid asshole in the universe.

Yes you've hurt me, pero lahat ng sakit ng yun puro galit nalang. I want to make a revenge. Gusto kong maranasan nya lahat ng sakit ng yon.

Hindi ko sya totally nakalimutan, but the love that I gave to him before wala na, at never kona syang mamahalin because i already fall inlove with Trigger, and i will love him for the rest of our life.

Author's Note:

Okey ba? I do my best para sa story na to. Hope you will like it. Nah. just like it nalang. Mwa!