Who Am I?

my memory's

I open my eyes and look around my room wipe the sleep from my eyes and sit up in bed. I can hear the familiar sound of the blackbirds singing, I stand up and walk over to my window looking out over the thick forest. In the distance I see smoldering smoke somewhere within the woods making the outside appear foggy. I grab my rucksack and empty the contents onto my bed, I find a pair of black leggings and a purple hoodie and I quickly change out of my nighty into my clothes. I grab my hair brush,toothbrush and toothpaste and decide to head to the shower room,that's when I see the small pack Nurse Lang gave me. I remember her words
" these were found on you when you got hit by the car I couldn't give them you until now,I'm so so sorry please forgive me" I look at the small package and inspect the brown paper it is wrapped in. I go shut my door as I do not want to be disturbed. I pick up the small package and slowly and carefully begin to unwrap it. Inside there is a long silver chain with a blood red tear drop crystal attached, also a scrap of paper with the words " DONT LET THEM KNOW YOU KNOW!! EVERYTHING WILL BE FORGOTTEN!!" I read the words over and over realising its written in my handwriting.
"Why can't I remember" I thought. The bell chimes it means its breakfast, I head down enter the dining room to my surprise every one was already in their places Sean, the other boy, Eve, Becky no Ivy, Mr and Mrs Luther stood at the foot of the table smiling.
"please take a seat Lucy! We do hope you had a perfect rest?" both looking at me with a smile that made me uneasy. I sat next to Eve, once seated Mrs Luther started to talk.
"before we eat I have some fantastic news. Ivy found her memory's and insisted we drive her out late last night to find her last existing relatives. Another success, myself and Richard are delighted"
"it great when our plans come together" Mr Luther said chuckling.
Becky jumped from her seat and ran from the table screaming "No,no,no.!." We all sit in silence unsure what to say. the maid enters the room and hands everyone a bowl full of porridge on top was Strawberry's, blueberry's, bananas, Raspberry's and grape's. We all sat in silence the atmosphere thick in sadness, I glimpsed over at both Mr an Mrs Luther I couldn't help but notice they were smiling, their eyes sparkling and a hint of pink within there cheeks. We all sit in silence while we eat our breakfast, afterwards Mr Luther approaches me and gives me a piece of paper with times and room numbers written upon it, He then explains that's where I need to be, I nod and head out the dining room to my first program looking for room 04. I quickly find were I need to be and knock on the door,
"Enter" a females voice requested. I opened and walked in and sat on a chair facing the woman she had long blond hair blue eyes she smiled at me reassuringly " hey Lucy I'm Leanne " I smiled back "so today I'm going to help you relax and hopefully access the memory's that are buried deep within your mind, don't worry it won't hurt or anything ,it a little like hypnosis once we trigger your memory's I'll inform Mr and Mrs Luther"
"then what will happen?" I quested.
"I'm not sure I've only been working for a few weeks but depending on your memory's depends whether this program is a success" Leanne said but she sounded a little unsure. She askes me to close my eyes and slowly breath in and out while she counted back from ten requesting I only concentrate on her voice. I could feel my body becoming heavy and my eyes relaxed,the next thing all I could here was Leanne shaking me
"Lucy...Lucy... Wake up your OK, your fine open your eyes" I slowly opened my eyes I could see Leanne's face was whiter than when I first entered
"what's happened I mumble " feeling tired Leanne's eyes looked like that of a rabbit in the road just before it got hit.
"I can't..... I can't keep doing this! its wrong" Leanne burst out crying her words made no sense to me. Mr and Mrs Luther entered the room
"what is happening" she demanded her face twisting in anger, Leanne clearly lying says she has a headache and couldn't access my memory's. Mr and Mrs Luther look at Leanne then back to each other ,then at me.
"go to your room child!!" Mr Luther demanded, I quickly got up and scurried out the room. I had never heard the Luther's so angry!,what was Leanne hiding? What had she discovered from my memory's that upset her. I get to my room my head spinning so I lay on the bed my eyes feel heavy I glimpse of the blood red pendant necklace and fall asleep.
I'm running through the woods my heart pounding tears pouring down my face something is chasing me I see an opening I dash for it, bright lights high pitched screech then black
I wake up my heart pounding what was that dream am I remembering. I decide to close my eyes again and try remember.
I'm dancing and spinning laughing with another girl were both wearing white its like watching a film but I'm in it yet I'm observing it play out. Me in the woods I turn round see The house Oh my goodness I remember everything!!!?