I used to be so quiet. Yeah, I was shy, but I mean a different kind of quiet. Not only did I not speak to many kids or have all that many friends, but I also just didn't really voice my opinions or tell anyone how I felt. I've grown to learn that, for other people to be comfortable with me, I have to be comfortable with myself. I've learned that if I want to be artsy, I have to be artsy without caring about what other people think. Confidence like that got me to where I am today; at a place of comfort. I feel more like myself right now than I ever have in my entire life. Maybe it's just my teenage years; maybe this will wear off. For now, I can't think of anyone else I would want to be. It's not that I love myself or that I think I'm perfect. Actually, I can spot a lot of flaws in who I am. I can be annoying, I'm not very skinny, I'm pretty lazy. I can go from not caring about something to being an emotional wreck about it in a split second, but I've learned to just accept these flaws, this collection of traits that make me human and add up to who I am. I've learned not only to grow out of being shy, but also to go past that and be loud. Loud and proud, shouting my own words. I think being loud is great, because it lets other people know that they can be loud. That doesn't mean there can't be silence once and awhile, though; there's a lot of silence in my life, but I know now that too much of it can make me permanently silent, and where's the fun in that?
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Randomemotions exist and I need to rant but sometimes I don't wanna annoy my friends so instead I'll just annoy my nonexistent audience on here whoop whoop sounds like a plan let's go p.s. you can rant on here too this is a non-judge zone
