Fifty Shades of Pulp

Untitled Part 18

"I'm screwing this up aren't I? Please Christian, allow me switch gears? I tend to ramble..."

staying silent, only nodding while taking a bite of my sandwich

"Ugh, I'm not sure how to approach this. Honestly, I thought sex was going to be brought up, I just feeling a bit overwhelmed. My mind is all over the board, so bear with me. I'm going to shoot from the hip. I'd like clarity on things and please add or interject to them if needed. Big deal for me...safe sex: Gathering by your physique, how you conduct yourself, you take pride in what you do and seems that you are sexually healthy. Since you don't have a medical history on me you have to take me on my word that I'm a virgin and STD free. I'm also on the Pill have been for several years due to medical reasons, though nothing to be alarmed about. Yet since I don't have sexual clarity, I'm going to say condoms. Okay now you."

How is it we went from her flirting to this arid, clinical conversation?...Asking about why she's on the pill. Should I or shouldn't I. I'm sure if it was something dire Ana would let me know, deciding to pass on talking about it, leaving it for a later discussion.

"Ana, your virginity, just so we're clear on the topic has never been under scrutiny, I believed it the moment you told me. As far as my sexual history. I have medical tests that show I'm clean from any STI's and always have been. I have them at home for your viewing and peace of mind. All I want is for you to feel comfortable and at ease with me."

"Christian, how old are these results?"

"The results are dated from this last Friday."

giving me a look that's blank, then suddenly smiles "Soooo, sex with me, as it were, was already on the menu."

completely caught off guard by her comment, and how she didn't approach it as a question. It was a statement.

Shrugging my shoulders. "I'd rather be prepared for all possibilities than be left holding my dick in my hand."

laughing at my words "Christian I would have be disappointed if you didn't cover all the bases. And I was teasing you about it was a given, I was trying to snap the tension. Sometimes my sense humor can be too dry and 'off' for most."

cracking a grin "Ana, I am thorough and I should add a man can only hope to score with a babe like you."

"Arrhhh..." watching as she blushes "Stop it already!"

I love making her blush, it's sweet. Looking at her she's showing confidence in herself yet her shyness shines thru. It's an intoxicating combination.

"Christian, I'm feeling rather intense, excited and nervous about the entire thing..." her voice brimming with excitement and hesitation.

"You know Ana, we could always just check-in into one of the suites here at the Lodge."

"No way... for two reasons. Do you want to hear them?"

"Anastasia, I wait with bated breath." Oh I do like our exchanges

Sounding rather husky voiced. "One... Sex is something I've looked forward to for a very long time and enjoy thinking it's going to be with you. My mind is racing, my pulse high. Call me crazy, but for me I see it as a form of foreplay, like delayed gratification. I'm enjoying how the sexual tension is mounting. So checking in to the Lodge would dampen the moment."

Hearing that from Ana my dick takes on a life of it's own, going hard as a granite. "Ana, I completely understand what you are saying to me." as I shift in my seat moving my hard-on in an attempt to relieve myself of the pressure. As if on cue, Ana mirrors my movements shifting in her seat. I don't think she realizes it, which only makes my craving of having her even more desperate. Attempting to steer away the thought of dragging her ass to a suite and fucking her lovely brains out... "Ana and what is the second reason?"