"I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes me laugh and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life." I sighed, running my hands through my hair. He just looked at me; his dark eyes staring into mine. I wasn't sure what he would say. Honestly, I wasn't sure if I wanted him to respond.
"Stiles; this is life. You fall, you rise, you make mistakes, you live, you learn. You're human, you're not perfect. You've been hurt, but you're alive. Think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive - to breathe, to think, to enjoy, and to chase the things you love. Sometimes there's sadness in our journey, but there's also lots of beauty. We must keep putting one foot in front of the other even when we hurt, for we will never know what is waiting for us just around the bend." Alec muttered, tracing my runes all over my arms. I just looked down, not in his eyes. "Even though you may not see it now, you've got to open your eyes and realize what you have to offer. You're more than amazing, and I'm so lucky I have you." It was at this very moment where I couldn't help but think about how perfect he was. But I immediately shook that thought out of my mind as fast as it came.
He wasn't perfect.
I wasn't either, and the two of us would have never been perfect. But, he was able to make me laugh; caused me to think twice, and he admitted to being human and making mistakes. So, I'll hold onto him and make sure I gave him the most I was able to. He probably didn't think about me every moment, but he did give me a part of him that he knew I was able to break. I wouldn't hurt him, or expect more than he can give. I won't analyze him. I will smile when he makes me happy, tell him when he makes me mad, and miss him when we don't talk. He was not perfect, and I'm aware that perfect guys didn't exist, but there's one guy that's perfect for me.
And his name was Alec Lightwood.
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This is a stiles and alec crossover since nobody barely makes any!!!! I have such good ideas that still involve malec iM SO EXCITED
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close (ft. alec & stiles)
Fanfictionin which an clumsy boy who seems to mess things up rather than helping, finds out he's a shadowhunter, and finds himself entangled in more than just weapon training.