Why are you so mean to me? Why do you always say I'm dumb or think I'm dumb? Why do you tease me about who I like? Why are you on his side? Why aren't you defending me? Your my friend, right? Why can't you except me for who I am and not try and change me. Why do you hate me? Why can't you stop!? Why are you always like this?! Why do you spread those rumors?! Why can't you notice me pretending to smile?! Why can't you stop them?! I need help, but your ignoring me, why?! Why can't I have grabbed that knife sooner...
My struggles of having friends who aren't there for me and don't except me for being Bi or Pan or Lesbian or what will become of me in the future. Who don't think I'm capable of doing a simple math problem. Who don't think I'm worth saving. But there are some friends out there that do listen to me. They don't talk to me but let me get things off my chest. So thank you Hannah Savannah Ivy Laurna Amber and Annie. And I hope we can be friends forever. As for the rest of you. Leave me alone and stop with all the torture.
