I bet none of you can see what I see. I bet none of you can know what I know. Why can't you see? You can't see that I'm hurting, you can't see what they do to me. You don't know what's happening. Why can't you see? Its really obvious. I fake laugh so you will notice me and think I'm happy. I smile around you so you think that I'm ok. We stand there awkwardly until we leave. You still don't see it. You can't even tell what's going on. They hurt me. They push me and make fun of me. Give me weird looks and know my secrets. No one can can see. Especially you. I see you every day. We stand next to each other, you not even noticing me. I want to hold your hand and i want to hug you and kiss you and i want to be the person you care about, but You still can't see it. I'm hurting and I try not to make it ovbious, but I want someone to know and I want you to hug me as tight as they can and say they know I'm not ok. And to say they care. I know you never will. So. I'll just be sitting here waiting to be heard and for someone to help. That time will come by until then I will wait. I laughing smile but you can't see what's happening on the inside. EXCEPT IF YOUR A MIND READER!!!
