sea blue eyes||phan

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I swear my heart is playing tricks on me, it tells me that I love troye  but when I see phil my heart flips. which is it? troye is so amazing and beautiful. but, phil is so precious and holy, I know I would take a bullet for him. but I can't do this to troye, I can't just leave troye, I know that phil won't take me back, who would. I'm such an asshole I loved phil and as soon as he kissed me I was so lost I left him. I'm a mess. but it doesn't matter I'll get over phil.
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the reason dan started dating troye:
dan always liked a challenge he liked to watch people squirm to get what they wanted. he couldn't help it, it was just in his nature. so that's why as soon as phil left that  night he asked troye to come over and everything got intense. dan thought that phil was way too good to be true. so dan wanted to see if phil loved him. because if phil really did love him he would say something.