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dan walked home alone having just broken off his 'relationship' with troye. he planned on talking to phil and telling him he was sorry. but it was too late. phil was too far gone.
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dan knocked on phil's door and there was no answer. for some reason dan became  worried. he headed inside the house running up the wooden stairs, calling out phil's name as he ran up and down the halls.

he saw phil lay in his bed in a pool of  tears. dan's heart dropped as he headed towards phil his eyes brimmed with tears. the one he loved lay all alone in his bed, crying. phil turned to see dan and jumped back surprised but yet relieved. "phil, I am so sorry I did that to you. i felt horrible, I was still a mess without you. please give me another shot at happiness." dan pleaded, as phil looked dan in the eyes and nodded a yes. they kissed each other and for some reason it felt better than the first time. it was pure and full of love.

phil broke away, and let it all out. his feelings, and everything he had kept bottled up inside. it was all let out in this single moment. it seemed as though time had froze. just to admire phil's beauty, and to appreciate him.

"my life has been a confusing mess and I don't know what to do. half of the time I lay hopeless in my crying over a car crash that happened 6 years ago. killing my mum and everyone I loved. I keep thinking that it was all my fault. I just wish I was there to help them. I have many disorders and they seemed to go away and everything that once bothered me seemed to disappear when I was with you. dan, I know place that no one can hurt us. you just have to do something with me. just come along with me. we'll be together forever away from this mad world." phil had said, dan knew what phil was talking about but didn't want to believe it.

"please?"